"Romanoff calm down" I hear tony say the other are just stood there looking down at Lilith with no emotion. "Why she isn't breathing stark". I reply. "She can't die, she will wake up in a few hours." What does he mean she can't die. "She can tell you about it when she wakes up, just make sure you are there when she does". I leave the room with Lilith in my hands and put her down in my room she is still in my arms. Did the others know? Is that why they didn't say anything. How can't she die, I ended up falling asleep in my thoughts.

[6:30am]

I wake up to Lilith turning off my alarm then falling back on my chest. "Your awake,your alive" I say happy. "Jeez Romanoff you would think you have feelings for me or something" she said as she got off of me. "Feelings are for the weak Lilith, I don't get feelings for people" I said to her i got told that in the red room where I was raised.

"But you went on the date with Steve, so you must have some type of feelings for him" I saw her looking down at her hands after she said Steve. I lift her head up and looked at her eyes.

"I only went on the date with Steve because I didn't want to hurt him but never again" i was telling the truth, I did go on the date with Steve because I didn't want to hurt him weird since I have no trouble with hurting anyone else.

"It's okay to have feelings it doesn't make you weak. If you have feelings for someone tell them before it's to late." Before I could say anything she walked out of my room, this girl drives me crazy. Honestly I didn't know what to do. I got up and showered I put on black leggings, white sports bra and a grey jacket i put on over me.

It was 4:00 am when I woke up or came back alive as you might say. I saw that I was in nat's room I was to comfy to move I didn't know how I got there but I didn't care I wrapped my arm around her waist and my head on her chest. Now back to normal time, I'm in the kitchen with tony the others have gone out for a run. I'm at the table going over some of Tony's lab work since I work in there with him. Natasha walks in, I can't keep my eyes off of her this has never been a problem before but lately I just can't stop thinking about her. I guess it wasn't a problem before because I was always out sleeping with other women and going to parties so I didn't see her much.

I watched her as she went to get some coffee from the bench "like what you see Lilith" I hear her say. I quickly look down back at the blueprints I was looking at before. "Become all shy have you" next thing I know Natasha is sat down next to me looking at me. "I have a question" she said a second later. "Mhm" I say still looking at my brothers blueprints. "How the fuck or you still alive right now Lilith,you were dead like 5 hours ago." I look up at her "language Natasha" I hear coming from Steve as he walked in the room.

"Well for starters Lilith isn't my real name everyone started calling me that my birth name is Cleo Dorothy Stark. Honestly I like Cleo better. One day I was around 12 I was wondering around my fathers lab blah blah blah I was stupid and drink some chemicals then next thing I knew, I turn 14 and tried to kill myself didn't work next thing we knew I couldn't die now I'm stuck here".

"So why did they name you Lilith then? You don't have to answer but I would like to know" I heard Natasha say I looked at her i saw her pretty green eyes that always made me feel safe. I was holding back my tears she could tell.

"Lilith means ghost or night monster, that's what everyone thought of me so they started to call me Lilith and I guess it stayed" I single tear dropped from my face Natasha wiped it away and got up to hug me. My head was in her chest I felt safe in her arms I have never felt this before with anyone not even my parents. "I'm sorry" I hear Natasha whisper to me. After a few minutes I left the room.

I watched as Cleo left the room I guess that's what I will call her for now on, I can't bring myself to call her Lilith. I turn back to tony "your lab now" I say, we walked to his lab and I shut the door. "What is it Romanoff" tony saids, "listen stark I can't do this anymore I don't want to hurt her even more I can't she is already broken and no one can see it" I say. All I wanted to do was help her I needed to I felt terrible for what I was doing what tony told me to do.

Lilith and Natasha finally came back, I see them walk into the kitchen Lilith heading straight to the fridge "you had to get Natasha to come and pick me up really brother" she said it why looking for food. " it's punishment, what are you doing with your life Lilith" I say. "Here we go again" I hear her whisper. "I'm being serious Lilith, I can't keep having my sister going out late at night partying and sleeping with someone then calling me the next day to pick her up, when are you going to settle down and find the right person?" She closes the fridge door and walks over to the table and puts her two hands down on the table and looks at me, " tony my brother tony, when will you realise that I never going to find the right person, because there is no one out there for me"

I saw Lilith leave the room and seen Natasha still in the room having hearing all of it. "Romanoff do you want a mission" I asked. "Anything" she said. "I need you and I don't care how you do it just stop Lilith from going out to parties and sleeping with random people ever night".

"Your going soft Romanoff, but fine if you don't want to hurt her" tony saids. " do you even care about her stark?" I say. "Of course I care about Lilith she's my sister" I got angry at the fact that he said Lilith " stop calling her that stark, use her real name for fuck sake" I'm now pissed I haven't been this angry in ages Cleo kept me calm and I'm just noticing now. Fuck this girl really has done something to me. I walk out of the room and go to mine and start pacing up and down my room trying to calm down and think.