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Wedding bells filled the air as you walked out hand in hand with your small baby girl. You knew Hoseok since he was 'Smile Hoya' you admired the way he danced so powerful but smooth. His passion was dance and music so you supported him no matter what, it's what made you two become so close. Even though you both were busy like no tomorrow; you still had found time to be in each other's arms.

You didn't miss a single concert of his and he didn't miss a single performance of yours. He went from a trainee to a Grammy nominated rapper in a successful group while you went from amateur dancer to a celebrity dance coach. But together you both became Mr and Mrs Jung... after we had your first baby!

You didn't think Iseul was gonna come so early but we glad you waited until after her surprisingly early birth to get married. You and Hoseok wanted more children but we didn't know if you could handle it from the daily pressure you face. Your little Iseul was a beautiful blessing, you hoped for more in the future but took it slow.

You were pregnant!! You were so happy knowing you didn't fail on this one; your schedules had calmed down so you tried for another. Your second flower was currently growing; you were getting bigger but Iseul was going to be the best big sister she could possibly be. You knew your busy schedules would be coming back a few months after your next child so you stopped focusing on continuing to grow your sunshine's.

The birthday's babies! Iseul was now 4 and days later Nabi turned one. Your had took an entire year off to make it to your babies and spend even more time with them. Hoseok as a rapper and you as a dancer was hectic since your weeks were full of work. You needed that vacation for your our own family and privacy away from others.

On your break, you and Hoseok did try for another baby; hoping this would be your last. But nothing worked... you tried again and again but every test came out negative. You didn't want to give up but it was emotionally hurting you how nothing was happening. Then one day you finally had got a positive test! slight trigger.

But... the happiness only lasted 4 weeks. Your little sunflower had flew away in the wind, it crushed your spirits for a while. It did take a small toll on you so you just focused on the family you had now, appreciating them even more. trigger over.

A miracle... you had reached a miracle in our family. After Iseul turned 5, Nabi 2... you introduced your miracle baby into your family. It was such a shock when you visited the doctor; you were going through a month of sickness and they announced you were pregnant. You had to be more careful since you were still working but you made sure to care and watch over the growing seed of yours.

Tour baby Haneul was born 2 months ahead of time so it was a bit hectic but the days went by quick. You were a bit over stressed but after the early birth, you quickly got right and left your job. You were financially well off anyway but you didn't need no more stress on yourself or your children. Hoseok was deeply attached to Haneul... just like his older sisters, they watched him as much as they could.

You felt grateful for your beautiful family. You had went through so many struggles but you stayed strong and grew better. Let this be a lesson to always appreciate what you have... cause you may lose it before you know it.

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Edited - Small note for any women out there whose had a miscarriage before. Let me tell you... the universe is telling you weren't ready. It's very upsetting and I'm so sorry you went through that but take it as a message that you're not as ready as you think.

It hurts seeing a lot of other women have kids just to mistreat them but don't take the miscarriage as a failure on your life. It's telling you to wait or something isn't right in your life. Be happy, healthy, and take care of yourself and the ones around you.