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I sighed in relief as the final bell rung.

I could finally go home! Away from all the bullshit that had arisen throughout the day.

So now it was just Vixon and Me. Walking hand in hand.

"Do you ever wonder why we are the way we are?" Vixon asked looking out into the sky.

I tilted my head "What exactly do you mean by that?"

He smiled and shook his head laughing.

"I mean how come we ended up being gay and not straight..."

I looked up and watched the clouds float around above my head.

And began to wonder of the reason.

I smiled as I found my conclusion.

"Maybe...it's just fate. I mean if I wasn't this way then I'd not be the person I am..." I began to fidget around and smiled "Plus I wouldn't have meet you if I'd have been a straight guy or anyone else but who I am now..."

I looked down in embarrassment and watched as a group of ants ran into their home.

I frowned.

Wishing I could do the same..but unlike me their home was full and mine was nothing but an empty shell.

I suddenly felt Vixons reasureing grip.

The one that said 'I love you' and 'You'll be fine'.

"I'm glad to hear that... cause that's exactly how I feel." He smiled "But I believe straight or not we'd be together one way are another...cause that's our fate...".

I blushed and nodded on agreement hearing him laugh lightly.

I quickly kissed his cheek as I saw my 'home' coming into view.

Then for once in my life my mind began to wonder all on its own.

Why?

Why is this happening?

Why am I happy, yet sad?

How come I finally get happiness yet know it soon will be token from me?

And then I wondered if I could keep this...this love.

And if I could for how long?

I felt a pain throb through my being from my core.

I couldn't let it end... there was so much for us to do.

I wanted to have a second date.

To see our first movie together.

To walk in the park together.

To go to the beach together.

To have the bound I longed for for so long... with him and only him.

So what if this was our last day?

What then?

I would only have such a small amount of the good times with him... and they where bound to be over shadowed by the bad.

All I need is to know exactly how long i'll have him.

But I know that wont happen.

I shook my head.

I just need to enjoy and live for the now.

I smiled sadly as I reached my door step.

Knowing we had to part ways...and not knowing if I'd ever see him again.

"I love you Vixon...." I blushed as I poured all my love and emotions into one kiss I prayed he'd cherish as much as me.

He smiled pulling away and pushed my hair away gently from my eyes.

"And I love you... my one and only Rain." he chuckled waving a good bye and heading home.

I turned and opened the door...

To not only my house but also to the wonderment deep within my mind, body, and soul.

A wonderment I was glad for.

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Yesh!!! Updated!! *^* hope you enjoyed and I'm so happy with it! ^=^ So sorry if its short I did this mobiley so idk the word count >.< so so so sorry but I updated :D So vote , comment, follow and read and enjoyed! Untill next time stay bootiful y'all!