What a Happy child said the people who came to visit,I was just sitting there pretending to be happy child very one think I am, my parents stared at me with a smile.

I laughed, smile and play that night.

As soon as all the people left I lock

my self in my room as always.

"Nobody really know the real me,

They lost the happy child year ago

But they never noticed it"Gina said.

In that room only Gina know what going on.

She sat in bed with the same smile and burst into tears remember in the day

They talk bad about her.

She sat on her own

No one to talk to about her problem

just her and the phone that keeps all

It's promise.

The phone is the only thing that know

What she go through.

The phone is always by her side,

remembering the days

She had someone to call and tell them

every thing but she mess up

once more.

Every single day she

Goes to school with a fake smile on her face,

pretended to be someone who she is not,

See the things the

people she call FRIEND

do and it's always get

her in to trouble for

something she never do.

No one listens to her

her parents blame everything on her

as always.

They never one to hear her side of the story

it's always her fault.

The so called FRIENDS stand watching

and whispering things about her to

the person next to them

Fake new started to

spread like wildfire from

that day she stop talking to the persons she called FRIENDS.

She is traumatized by her past memories.

Remembering things that only she knows

she is trying to keep it all to herself

In Gina's mind:

"It hard to keep everything to myself

I keep telling people am fine but I know am not its always a lie after the next

Knowing I have been raped in my past and not even tell my parents, theirs is a lot of things that they don't know but I will keep it all to myself" she said.