Atlanta, Georgia

12:04 PM

November 12, Wednesday

I stood on my block with everybody else joking around and shit.

"You and Quita straight, I ain't seen her over here in a while."Shiesty said to Bk.

"That hoe through, I caught that bitch trynna get at some old ass nigga. I'm up here trynna figure out everything about this nigga and ain't find shit. Come to find out she fucking on Yvette's uncle."he said and we all started laughing.

"Man what!!?"Shiesty yelled while spitting before hitting his blunt.

"Bitches wanna be a sugar baby so bad until they find out the nigga got that one grown ass daughter who later ends up beating their ass."30 said and I shook my head while watching Kayla's car pull up.

She didn't look like she was on no shit today plus she had Kodi with her.

I watched as Kodi's hair blew in the wind.

She had on a all black hoodie from their brand, a pair of black tights, and a pair of ones.

"Hey y'all!!!"Kayla said while walking up to us.

I kept my eyes on Kodi as she stood in front of us messing with her eyelashes.

Sometimes when I stare at her for too long, her ass starts looking like a llama 'cause of them long ass lashes.

"Damn you can't speak!?"Bk said to her and she bucked at him.

"Nigga shut up, you see me trynna fix my fucking lash!"

"I believe I can fly!!"he started singing and we all started laughing including Kodi.

"Fuck you. Anyways... Hi Shiesty, 30, and Scarr."she said while looking at each one of us.

I just nodded my head at her.

"Oh so yo—"

"BK shut the fuck up damn!"she yelled at him jokingly and I shook my head.

"What y'all got goin'?"30 asked Kodi and Kayla.

"I came I over here to talk to my baby and Koko just wanted to ride with me."

"What's the play for tonight? Kobi ain't throwing no party?"30 asked her.

"I don't think so but I'm going to a party."she said while looking at one of the cars that passed by.

"Who party?"

"A friend's."

"What friend, nigga?"

"My friend, don't worry about all of that."

"Aight so when you want us to come to whatever birthday celebration you have don't say shit."30 said.

"Boy please, you're gonna come because ima make sure you do."

"We'll see."

"You good?"she asked me and I nodded.

"Ain't none wrong with this nigga."Bk said.

"You shut up because I didn't ask you!"

They continued bickering and I was laughing my ass off.

This basically what we do all day everyday but at the same time we still making money.

Kodi thinks she's going to that party alone little does she know, my cousin throwing the party and ima be there.

I walked into the venue where Niya was throwing her party.

"Is that my friennnnndddd!!!?"she semi yelled while walking up to me.

"Bitch no you didn't pull out the Cinderella!!!"I exclaimed while admiring her glittered baby blue gown and her curly blonde wig that fell to her waist.

"Yes but bitch this the hood Cinderella."

"Awww you look sooo pretty!!! Happy birthday."I said while hugging her and handing her the gift I bought.

"Thank you so much friend, I really appreciate for you coming and bringing a gift because you know I love receiving gifts."she said and I smiled while nodding.

"Welp I see more people walking in, ima greet then. You can cop a squat, hit the dance floor, go grab a drink, grab sone food, do whatever. Have fun though!"she said before waking away.

"Thank you friendly."I said while looking around at everyone.

Niya's party was Disney Princess themed.

The ladies were princesses while the guys dressed up as the significant other's of the princesses.

Me, I dressed up as the one and only Mulan.

Yep just in case a bitch wanna get buck with me, I come with the skills too.

My outfit was more slutty looking though because I made it!

I had on the dress she wore but it wasn't long and stopped just above my knees.

My hair was pulled up into a bun and I held a fan like her also.

Not gone lie I had this shit down pack.

I wasn't killing the birthday girl though.

I spotted Dallas and I walked over to her.

"She got a name but everybody call her fine ass!!"I semi yelled and she turned around.

"Heyyyy girl!!!"she exclaimed while side hugging me and I hugged her back.

"Okaayyyy Mulan!!!"she exclaimed while examining my outfit.

"It's giving!?"I asked her while spinning around.

"Yessss!!"

"Girl you look really pretty as Snow White with this lil red headband and bob."I said while admiring her hair.

"Thank you, I feel like this is the first party I done came to and everybody's outfits are on point."she said and I agreed while looking around.

She was damn sure right, the men and women were on point.

"The only person who ain't on point is that nigga over there."she said while pointing to some nigga wearing all black.

He was over there talking to Niya and we couldn't really make out who he was.

"Mhm he needs to leave and try it all over again."

"Oop there goes another one."she said while pointing at the one who was at the bar.

"Same thing goes for him. Ima go grab me a drink and then ima be back over here."I said before heading over to the bar.

I went to the bar and asked the bartender to whip me up a Paloma on ice with a salt-rimmed glass.

Oh yeah, can't forget the straw.

When he had finished I paid for my drink and headed back over to Dallas.

I talked with her and a couple of other people I knew while sipping on my drink.

Before the lights went off, I was already on my second glass.

First one wasn't enough for the type of damage I was finna do tonight.

After a while, Niya had about fifteen participants to come to the center of the venue and play musical chairs.

Of course I ran my overly tipsy ass over there.

"Alright we have fourteen participants, anyone else wanna play!?"the dj asked.

One more dude ran to the floor, I think he was one of Niya's best friend's.

"Does everybody know how the game goes!?"the dj asked everybody and we all shouted yes.

"Hey love holding the drink, can please hand it to someone who's not in the game they'll hold it for you until it's over."he called me out and I drank the rest of the drink before handing it to someone.

I heard people laughing causing me to laugh and put my head down.

Was highly embarrassed, that ain't gone matter later though.

"Alright the music is gonna start in ten...nine...eight"he began counting down until the music started and we began playing.

I was still in the game after 13 people had lost.

Which left one chair and two people.

It was me and this guy and I was honestly confused on how I lasted, I wasn't gone give up though.

"Girl you looks good won't you back that ass up."I sang along to the music while slowly dancing around the chair and keeping my eyes on the guy.

The music went on for about two minutes until the dj had finally stopped it.

I'm pretty sure y'all know how the rest went.

We fought over the chair until it hand broke but once it broke he gave up.

The drinks that I had finally were marinated into my system and I was ready to put on a show.

She a Winner by Trouble had came on and as soon as the beat had dropped I started twerking in the middle of the floor.

The lights went back off and people were cheering me on.

I felt someone come up behind me and I turned around seeing some dude dressed up as Li Shang from Mulan.

We tore it the fuck up but that wasn't until I felt someone come up to me and grab my arm.

I didn't even say nothing because, I thought it was Kobi on his bullshit again.

He sat me in his car when we got outside and I just sat there quietly.

When he got into the car I started swinging on him.

"Man chill the fuck out!"Scarr yelled catching me off guard.

He had my wrists gripped tightly and had me backed up into the door.

"Nah because what the fuck are you doing!? Why are you stalking me!?"

"Ain't nobody fucking stalking you."

"That's what it seems like, you keep popping up every-fucking-where!"I spat while looking at him as he pulled off.

"Shut up and put on yo seatbelt."he said before turning some song on and turning the radio up.

I did exactly what the fuck he said too.

We later pulled up to my house after I had been having a one sided argument with him.

"Well maybe if your pull out game was a little bit stronger, we could've been something!! Apparently it wasn't so don't try to come snatch me up like I'm your bitch, 'cause I ain't the one carrying the fucking baby!"

"I already fucking told you that I ain't got no fucking babies on the way!"

"Blah blah blah blah blah... All of that you just said was bu—"I began to say before he grabbed me by my neck and kissed me.

I came to my senses and started thinking about what he said when we were on that date.

"Thanks for the ride."I sighed while grabbing my purse and opening the door after pulling away from the kiss.

I slammed the door before going upstairs to, the apartment.

Did I really want him or was just fighting against my heart?

There was so much going through my head right now about us and right now was not the time to think about it.

When I got inside, I immediately got ready for bed.

I needed to sleep that shit off.

First in order to get some good sleep, I needed to cry about it.