Hey, I know you probably won't even read this

I know, we haven't talked and it's been a minute

I'm still here, heart no longer beating

It's broken as fuck, wont try to heal it

How was your day, I'd really like to know

I'd ask you, but you don't reply anymore

I get it, you no longer want to be my friend

I've accepted it, but it doesn't hurt any less

I know I messed up, I fell in love with you

It's crazy, I thought you felt something too

Even once it was out there, nothing changed

But eventually, seemed like you pulled away

I'd have to text first, or we wouldn't talk

Weeks could go by, you didn't care at all

Realized I was just a burden, so I went quiet

Waited for a text, but my phone stayed silent

You just forgot about me, it's okay

People always leave, no one ever stays

But you felt like home, now I'm homeless

Can't love anyone, guess I'm also heartless

I still think about you, still my best friend

You'll always hold that title, even in the end

You were always, a reason to keep living

Weren't many of them, I say that with meaning

And then you left, one of my two reasons

Wish I was dead, so I didn't have to feel it

I've been struggling lately, it's been bad

Trying not to feel, but when I do its sad

If you were here, I'd wrap myself in your arms

That's the only place, I know love comes from