Jump when my phone buzzes thinking I got a text

But when I check it's only saying 15 percent left

That's so fucking sad I curl up on my bed

And fantasize a better life up in my head

I hate always seeming to be the one that texts first

Like no one ever thinks of me and that fucking hurts

Sometimes people don't make a effort to fucking see you

But they have their own lives, they don't fucking need you

They don't love you, well maybe they do but not enough

Not enough to show you you're loved so don't give up

I'm hurting man, I just feel so fucking lonely

I bug people with my presence and for that I'm sorry

This world is cold and sometimes people end their life,

We all need those close to us that make us feel alive

It hard to just tell someone hey I'm depressed

So you send something fucking random in a text

Tryna start conversations so you don't feel alone

Talking about random shit, ignoring what's really wrong

Have two families and in either I do not belong

I don't think either one feels like I am their own

I screw a lot of shit up in life, I'm a walking mistake

I'm gonna take it all with me to my fucking grave