" Yeah, I know. But I still thought that we could-"

" But we can't, babe. I have a wife I have to get back to. We'll see eachother tomorrow, at work." he kissed me once again.

Do I even have the right to be hurt for those words?

" Okay. " is all I let out and he quickly left.

I did know what I was getting into from the start. And I still chose to fuck a married man. But still. I couldn't stop but always feel horrible after the sex with Eric. Kind of irrelevant.

Now, that doesn't mean I'm going to stop letting him rearrange my guts. But it does make me think about everything a bit more.

"You think he lied to you? Why would he do that?"

"I have no idea, Nina. I'm equally confused. But I think Eric really knows for sure he doesn't work in marketing."

"Well yeah, but like, what does he do then?"

I shrugged:"No idea. But all this mysterious behaving when it comes to work makes me so curious. You know he added me on Instagram?"

"Nick?" I nodded. "That's good. Why don't you really grab a drink with him sometime?"

"We'll see. I hope he asks me again soon."

" Hey why don't we go out tonight? It's Friday and you don't work tomorrow, right?"

"I don't, no. We could, yeah." I thought.

"Perfect." she sounded so excited.

"I work till 8 p.m so you can come to my house and we'll go." I suggested.

"Alright."

"Yeah. Good idea, girl. I really need a girl night to relax a bit."

"We both do, bitch!" she stated and I believed her.

"Okay, I'll call you later then. Gotta go." The half of my work through the day are phone calls with Nina. Not complaining at all.

"Okay, byeee"-she hung up.

As our call ended, I noticed a new notification popping up. Instagram.

Nick_07812 liked your photo.

I smiled as I checked he liked the last photo I posted - basic selfie for Instagram. With filters and all that, obviously.

I clicked on his profile and stalked him for a bit. He didn't really post his face that much but he also didn't look that hot on those few selfies he did post. I swear he looks so much better in person!

Based on his profile, I could say he likes to have a good time and some privacy. He's an opposite of me who likes to share every single good hairday on ig story.

Scrolling through his ig photos I notice a photo of him in his swimsuit on the beach. Kind of shook to see all those abs I try to zoom it and... I like the photo.

Shit, shit, shit.

I can't unlike it, he'll get the notification anyway. But I also can't let him see my like. This photo was uploaded 7 months ago, he'll know I've been stalking him.

Panic runs through my mind and as I decide to unlike the photo and hope he won't be informed, a new notification pops up: "Woah, chill, please. We didn't even have the coffee yet🙄"

Kill me, please.