This is just an information chapter so y'all know where I'm at

Tysm for almost 1k reads, I've never gotten this many and I'm actually freaking tf out

Pretty much, I can't write

I fee like I constantly have something on my back because I know soon I'll have all sorts of shit to do at school, and I just dread the thought of going back

And it sucks because in the holidays I was finally starting to make peace and get somewhere with my mental health. My disassocistion was something I was making peace with, but while back at school, i just lose all thought. I genuinely just csnt think, which sounds great, but it means I don't feel like a person. And i cant write.

Anywayz, that's why I might not update for a bit, thanks for letting me vent ✌🤪