Tuesday, August 30.17

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felt like waking up this morning. I wanted to stay in bed all day. I wasn't sure why but, Alexis saying she fucked Isaiah aggravated me. It wasn't too early to say I liked him and hated him at the same time. That's what I get for having a thing for street niggas. He knew how to handle my and I found that brave.

I shrugged the thought of liking him off and grabbed my purse from the floor. Exiting my bedroom I could see my mother laid out on the couch, out of it. This shit is . She's high and never knows when I'm leaving the house. No child deserves this kind of treatment even if they're fully grown. I shook my head and proceeded to walk out.

It was a nice day in the hood, for once. The sun was shinning and it wasn't too hot. Looking in the direction of our driveway I decided on which car to drive. My baby hadn't been drove in a while so it was only right. Hopping into the car, I placed the key in the ignition and turned the radio on.

9:30am.

Arriving to school and doing the make bitches mad routine, I placed my keys into my purse once I was finished. Adjusting the tight fitting shorts around my thighs, walking into the building I stopped at my locker. Capri shortly made her arrival with Amir beside her. Personally, I didn't think he was coming back for a while but things change. Amir my on and off boyfriend who grew a backbone thanks to me. He plays quarterback on the football team and all the ladies love him.

Unfortunately, he's stuck on me. I don't know why and I don't know how to get him off. For now he just hangs with us, seems awkward to hang with your exes but we were best friends at first. No need to cut the friendship because of foolish things.

"You lookin' fine as fuck today, girlyThose shorts got that ass popping." Capri exclaimed, giving my ass a slap.

I laughed. "Listen, you know I had to pull these out before it gets cold."

"Those should've stayed in your closet." Amir added, walking around to lean on the locker beside mine. "You ain't supposed to be showing all that."

"Amir, honey. We were over ago therefore, you have no say in if my ass is showing or not." I shrugged, rolling my eyes.

He smirked. "SoI'll still let you know what's mine. And those cheeksStill mine."

"I think the fuck not."

Capri placed her weight to the other side of her leg, focused on the hallway. "There go, IzzyWhy he got his arm around AlexisThey was together for night."

Immediately my head snapped into the direction of the hallway. His arm sure enough was wrapped around her. The last time I recall he told her to untag him in that picture. Isaiah ain't nothing but a .

A part of me was angry and I wasn't sure why. We literally just met , why am I feeling like thisIt doesn't make sense. As they came closer I turned my head back to my locker, slamming it shut. It must've startled them because, Isaiah looked in my direction and his smile was wiped away. His gaze then went towards Amir and he looked confused.

"Let's go." I spoke softly waiting on Capri and Amir to follow behind.

Thankfully the day was over. I'd only have to survive class with Isaiah this once. Maybe he'd sit next to Alexis hopefully. Walking into the classroom I took my seat in the back as usual. Nothing I cared about was going on, I pulled my headphones out and laid my head on the desk.

played loudly in my ears as I just relaxed. Everything was so calming and refreshing for a moment. I was lost in the music and didn't feel like coming back up. Music has played a part in my life. It took away the pain from the real world situations going on around me.

That was all interrupted by a tap on my shoulder. Who said I wanted to be touchedI lifted my head up, pulling the headphones out and stopping the music. There was the sweet hazel eyes that I want to see.

"What, Isaiah"

He raised his eyebrow. "Damn. I thought you was gon' be today. But I to talk to you."

"Ain't we talking right nowWhat you got to say"

"Nah, short. We need to talk in , lets go." He started grabbing my purse from the chair beside me.

I stood up and yanked it out of his hand. "Don't touch my shit. What the fuck we gotta talk about"

From the look on his face, I could tell he was getting annoyed. Did I careNo. Without any hesitation I was being yanked by my arm out of the classroom. I had time to react the way I wanted, the fuck is wrong with this niggaI really wanna know who he think he is.

Quickly I yanked my arm away from him once we reached the gym, behind the dark red colored bleachers. "YoYank me like that again and we gon' have some fucking problems understood"

"We won't. Tell me what's wrong wit' yo assI seen the way you looked at me this morning and that comment on Instagram last night."

I shrugged. "Ain't nothing wrong. You should be worried about your instead of me, you sure she just fucking you again tonightBetter get yourself checked out."

"Ah." He chuckled. "That's what this all about. Since you wanna throw out false shit, I ain't fuck that bitch. The only thing she did was suck my dick other than that, ain't shit happen. My arm was only around her for a fucking picture. Anything else"

A sigh of relief came over me. Now I think my brain can work properly and not be focused on him so much. I at least. Leaning up against the wall I nodded, not showing no emotions still. Besides the semi madness.

"Again, I don't really give a fuck what y'all did. I didn't need to know anything."

"What the fuck is it going to take for you to let upYou been having this ugly fat ass attitude since we met yesterday." He started coming closer towards me. "Didn't I tell you fix that attitude before that shit gets fixed for you"

At this point we were super close to each other. Breathing the same air and all. His body was pressed against mine and both of the palms of his hands were flat against the wall. I don't know what he was playing on doing but, I'm still not showing any signs of weakness.

"You ain't gon' do sh—"

My words were cut short by his full plump lips being pressed against mine. I'm not sure what happened but some magical shit happened in this moment. One of his hands moved from the wall and cupped the side of my cheek. The kiss grew more intense by the second. When he finally pulled away he pecked my lips twice afterwards, softer this time.

"Attitude gone nowCome ride wit' me tonight, I'll pick you up at eight."

I nodded, walking towards my purse I grabbed a marker and wrote my number on his arm. "Don't think I like you now."

"I know you do. See you later ma'." He laughed, walking off to his next class.

It's something about him... I just don't know what it is.

( TWO RECIPIENTS )

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yo.

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pay attention, ik you in class.

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skipped lol.

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boy, you won't be saying lol when you don't graduate.

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damn, u ain't have 2 go there. i left the building tho, don't panic if you don't see me.

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nigga i ain't checkin for you. 😂 why would i panic? and smh, sad.

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you wasn't sayin that earlier when shit happened.

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my mouth was occupied.

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i'm tryna have it occupied more. 😏

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goodbye, Isaiah.

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hold on, send me a contact picture.

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ok.

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oh, she does smile. u fine as fuck fr.

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mhm, whatever. send me one too.

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bet.

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he smiles. u ugly as fuck fr.

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fuck u lol

1:15pm.

"You been in that phone since last periodWho the fuck are you texting" Capri complained trying to look over my shoulder.

I locked it back just in time. "Nobody."

"It's that Isaiah nigga. The fuck do you really see in him" Amir chimed in.

Nobody needed his two cents.

"How the fuck do you know who I'm texting" I questioned, walking into the café. "And what does it matter to you"

"You was doodling his name on your paper, you wasn't paying enough attention to notice. What does it matter to meHe's a fucking gangbanger and sells drugs. You wanna get shot or some shitThose niggas don't do shit besides put their hands on you, fuck you and then leave you."

"Amir, shut the fuck up. You don't know if he's like that or not, damn. You haven't even talked to him."

He shook his head. "He already started on you. I seen y'all kissing behind the bleachers. Keep your guard up like how you treat every other nigga in this school. Only thing he gone do is break that small heart of yours."

"Y'all And you ain't tell me" Capri whisper yelled.

"Don't sit up here and tell me what to do and stay the fuck from out of what I'm doingWe're getting back together Amir, fuck."

Obviously, I was irritated with the conversation and decided to just leave. I was done for the day. No one ever wants to see me start to make a change in my happiness.

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✨; i'm not trying to rush things between domo and izzy, working on their development. it'll be a while before anything serious happens.