This poem is about a girl who got raped and the hurt and torture she faces after. t

No one thinks its easy because its not

When you were raped you face a lot

The trauma, the flash backs, the broken heart

The knowing that maybe the ones who did it may never be caught

The pain is endless and truly heart breaking

When it continues, its my life I think of ending

The sleeping pills that I get dont really help

But of course they help me take a nap

But everytime i sleep, that day plays like a movie

Everytime i close my eyes the nightmares haunt me

The thought of anyone touching me, brings tears to my eyes

Is it wrong that i cry

Is it wrong if I want to die

Is it wrong that i crumble in fear

Is it wrong if I feel like no one cares

Everytime i enter a dream

I hear my screams

And see the man's grin

And still feel disgust in the parts of my body he has seen

I see his smile before he says

"Your life will never be the same again" then walks away