I took a deep breath before finally going inside the airport, dragging my luggage all the way. I still had like thirty minutes until my flight, therefore, I had a chance to just relax and look around as I was making my way to the departure lounge.

It wasn't easy doing this; planning to go overseas but I should just hope for the best, that everything's going to be a blast and could be the time for me to clear my thoughts and everything negative.

I want to forget him but if I probably won't, just atleast the person that he is.

I took a seat there on the departure lounge and placed my luggage just infront of my knees. My eyes wandered as I observed my surrounding, everyone there and how they had company.

Yes, I couldn't help but be envious. I'm alone. I just broke up with him and Gia is at work. She did insist to accompany me until I board but I just told her that it was all okay and besides, it's not like I'm staying there for a long time.

We have a one month vacation and within that month, I'm going to enjoy myself alone and maybe find myself. But I still don't know how many weeks I'm I gonna be staying there within a month.

It depends. If in just a week, I'll feel better already, maybe I'd consider going back here sooner.

My eyes landed on my knees out of unknown reasons. I'm not even starting, but why am I already feeling down?

I just sighed and fished for my phone inside the small backpack that I also brought.

As I opened my phone, I quickly went to instagram.

Well, I thought it would kill me some time but I just felt my emotion getting more down when all in my feed was all some familiar people with their partners.

I just soulessly scrolled, not really caring — what I may look outside but deep inside — I can't even explain.

I just want to close my phone but I can't seem to stop myself.

But out of a sudden, a new message came in. He messaged me, again.

'Can you tell me where you are?', Was what he sent.

Actually, he's been messaging me for the past days. It has been a week since that thing that I saw at the park happened and he doesn't have any idea why I've been avoiding him. I haven't been replaying to him nor has been even seen-ing his messages.

I do care, a little, but for the most part, I don't.

After doing that, seeing another woman when he's with someone, he even has the audacity to keep being in touch with me. Does he even have a conscience? How inhuman. Now that I'm thinking about it all again, I'm so disgusted of him, and it's great actually, I finally have one reason to move on.

"You should ask where your conscience is, jerk."

I should've let Gia beat him up.

I just want to punch him across the face and...

I was initiating to literally punch my phone out of all my anger towards him, but I stopped myself when I felt a presence beside me.

If I hadn't stopped myself, I could've looked crazy, literally.

He sat beside my seat that I sort of felt self-conscious. I peeked at him through my peripheral vision but his face was still not evident. He was wearing a beanie, white plain shirt and sunglasses. But I say, despite not seeing him fully, I could feel his whole aura screaming big body, the way his chest was so big looking from his shirt.

What am I even thinking? I diverted my eyes back infront and to my luggage. How can I even think of a stranger, a person who sat beside me who'll I probably won't meet again for the rest of my life, that he has a sexy body — oh what the heck. I didn't mean that, what I'm meaning to say is, he has a... body...a big built... but it's true though, he really has a sexy hot big built—

Oh I'll just stop.

'Flight 1898 to Spain will begin boarding now.', The speaker announced. After minutes of waiting there at the departure lounge, it was a bit nerve-wracking as I was sitting beside someone who is so undeniably hot. I've haven't seen his face but I was already picturing how handsome he looks judging from his body.

But I guess this is a goodbye. I know myself that it's super rare for me to easily get attracted to someone despite not even seeing his face but I admit, I was hooked. And I've haven't actually seen someone who has a good body built as him.

"Bye bye.", I mumbled to myself as I stood up. My mind was too clouded by thoughts of that guy that I don't know whom I'm saying farewell to; him or my family and friends here.

I could just laugh at myself. In less than twenty minutes, I literally was attracted to that guy.

As I boarded the plane. I took a deep breath and smiled to myself.

Imagine how pathetic he would look like next to that sexy guy.