It's been 4 more years. 4 more years of nothing but pain.

Justin and Hailey are now a "thing". Well, I don't really know what to exactly call it. All I know is that they see each other almost every day. I'm basically the second choice now.

But, Justin won't let me leave. Why? I don't know. Maybe he enjoys my pain and suffering.

I stopped dreaming of meeting those guys from BTS and gave up on that. It wasn't because I stopped liking them, it's just because it'll probably never happen because of Justin. They probably don't like me anymore, anyways.

I do know that they love Justin and Ariana, though. Who wouldn't though? Their image is seen as perfect.

I finally got done cleaning the house. Luckily, Justin wasn't home yet so I had time by myself. I watched some TV only to see BTS was performing on a channel because their popularity is growing rapidly.

I watched through their performance, smiling a bit. I then got up once the performance was over and got dressed to go out. I stopped by a fast food place to get some food and made my way over to Victoria's house.

I pulled up into her house and smiled when she opened the door.

"AAAH! SELENA!" she yelled. "Vic! How are you?" I asked while hugging her. "I'm good! How are you doing?" she asked, smiling brightly at me. "I'm doing fine!" I smiled back. "Come in, come in!" she said and I walked in, sitting on her couch.

"Here, let me get you some tea." she said, walking to the kitchen and grabbing some tea out of the fridge and pouring it into a cup. She then walked over and handed it to me.

"Thanks, Vic." I said, sipping some. She smiled and sat beside me.

"So, how's everything going? How are you and Justin?" she asked. "We're fine." I lied. She nodded.

"So, Selena... you know how much of an ARMY I am, right?" she asked. I nodded. "Of course." I said. "Well..." she smiled, walking to her room.

What's she doing? I wondered. She then came back and showed me tickets.

"I'M GOING TO A BTS CONCERT!" she jumped up in excitement. "That's amazing, Vic!" I smiled.

"And guess what?" she smirked. "I got a ticket for you too." she said, handing me a ticket. I gasped. "WHAT, REALLY?" I said in shock.

"Of course! I can't go alone." she smiled. "Thank you so much, Vic!" I said excitedly, hugging her.

"No problem, Sel!" she smiled. After discussing and talking to one another, I went home. "Bye, Sel! Text me when you get home!" she waved. "I will! Bye, Vic!" I waved back and got into my car and left.

I hid my ticket in my purse just in case and drove back home. Once I got there and opened and closed the door, I immediately heard the dreadful noise coming from upstairs. I tried to ignore it and got myself a drink.

The AMA's were going to happen in 2 months, and I didn't know if I was ready or not. I was of course going to perform, but nervousness filled my body.

Maybe Vic was right and I could meet BTS this year. I mean, anything could happen, right? The only thing stopping that was my relationship with Justin, who literally controls everything I do. I have to inform him if I do ANYTHING. If I were to have another guy, he would go absolutely crazy. But if he has another girl it's okay.

I rubbed my face in frustration. I don't think Justin loved me. But I'm too weak to leave. I know it sounds crazy, but I still love him. I will never forget the good memories we had together. And maybe that's what makes me stay.

Suddenly, I got a text from Victoria.

Victoria: Selena! The concert is in 2 weeks, be ready!

Selena: Really, so soon?

Victoria: Yup! I said it last minute, sorry haha

Selena: It's fine. I'll be ready.

I then deleted the texts so Justin wouldn't see and watched some TV, trying to block out the sounds from upstairs.

Soon, Justin came downstairs in only his underwear. "Where have you been?" he asked. "I-I just went to Victoria's house." I said. He then walked up to me.

"Why didn't you tell me?" he growled. He looked terrifying right now. "I-I'm sorry... I'll make sure not to do it again." I said. He then slapped me.

"Maybe that'll teach you a lesson. And you heard the noises upstairs, didn't you?" he smirked. I nodded, holding my reddened cheek.

"She's so much better than you are. A beautiful model body. Perfect for me. You could never." he said, gritting his teeth and leaving to go back upstairs.

And that's when I broke down. He's right. She's so much better than I am. She has everything, but I don't.

I sat down at a chair backstage, catching my breath and drinking plenty of water. We just finished a concert, and I was exhausted. "Taehyung, you need rest." Namjoon said while patting my back. I nodded tiredly.

"We're traveling to America soon, you need to be well rested." he said and we made our way home.

Our flight to America was in 4 days. We have 2 more concerts to do and I was already exhausted. Don't get me wrong, I love seeing my fans and performing, it can just be tiring sometimes.

I plopped down on my soft mattress after getting my pajamas on. I then got comfortable and went to sleep.

I woke up from the sound of my alarm. We didn't have a concert today, we were going to use this day to rest. I got ready and sat on my couch, relaxing and listening to Selena Gomez. I haven't listened to her in a while, actually. I've just been too busy lately.

It's been 4 years since I mentioned Selena in that interview, and unfortunately I never met her since. But it's okay, I understand. She must be busy just like us and just not have the time to. Maybe it could happen one day in the future.

Our tour is going to end after going to America. Just in time for the AMA's, which were in 2 months. It gives us time to rest and enjoy ourselves.

Soon, the door opened and I turned my head to see none other than Jungkook. I smiled and he walked over to me and sat on the couch. "Did you hear?" he asked. "What?" I asked, confused.

"Justin is coming out with a new album!" he said happily. I chuckled. Jungkook is a huge fan of Justin.

"You came over here to tell me that?" I laughed. Jungkook nodded excitedly.

"I wonder what it's gonna be like." he smiled.

"Hey, Justin and Selena are still together, right?" I asked. Jungkook nodded.

"I wonder when they're gonna get engaged. They've been together for years." Jungkook said. "Maybe they're waiting for the right time." I said, paying attention to my phone.

"You're right." Jungkook said. "I wonder if we could ever have a collaboration with them." Jungkook said.

"Maybe someday. I'm sure they're busy right now, right? Justin is working on an album currently, as you said. And Selena... well, maybe." I smiled.

"I can't believe you're still crushing over Selena." Jungkook laughed at me. "What?!" I said, standing up. "You've liked her for so long, Tae." Jungkook laughed.

"No, I don't like her. She has a boyfriend." I said, rolling my eyes. Jungkook chuckled. "Yeah, okay." he said.

"But I'm sure if you got the chance, you'd date her in a split second." Jungkook said. I rolled my eyes at him.

"That'll never happen, Jungkook."