Note: In this story, Selena is in an abusive relationship with Justin. Also, Taehyung is halfway fluent in English.

I sit in the chair waiting for the interview to start. The members were all discussing things while I sat there. The AMA's were going to be soon and I was sort of nervous, so I just thought of how everything would possibly go. Then, the interviewer comes out. "Are you guys ready to start?" he asks. "Yes." we all say. "Alright." said the interviewer.

"Who are you guys most excited to see at the AMA's?" the interviewer asked. I smiled, knowing who I wanted to meet. "I like Selena Gomez." I said. "Ah, Selena Gomez." the interviewer said. "Yeah." I said nodding.

After we were done answering all the questions, we went off set and talked before the interviewer told us it was okay to leave.

"We hope you meet Selena!" One of the interviewers yelled. I smiled before opening the door and leaving.

"SELENA!" yelling could be heard across the glorious mansion. I inhaled deeply before answering back. "YES?" I yelled back, holding my breath. "COME HERE!" He yelled back. A tear slid down my cheek before walking to where the yelling was coming from. No, Selena. Be strong. I told myself before entering the room. "W-what do you need, J-Justin?" I asked, accidentally stuttering.

Justin rolled his eyes. "The AMA's are tomorrow, dress up pretty for them, alright? And Hailey is coming over. I want you out by 1." He said, checking himself out in the mirror. "Y-yes, Justin." I said before walking off.

"Oh and Selena?" Justin asked, making me turn around. "Come back by 6 because you have a visitor." He smirked. Oh no, I knew what this meant. "O-okay." I said before nodding and walking off. But before I could exit, I felt a hand pull me back.

"Not so fast. You will show me respect in my house." He said. "B-but we paid for this house together." I said. "IT'S MY HOUSE, YOU HEAR ME?" He screamed. "Y-yes sir." I said as a tear escaped my eye. He pushed me away and closed the door in my face. I walked downstairs before breaking down.

Why, God? Why me? When will I escape from him? When will this torture stop? I can't take it anymore. I wish there was someone who truly loved me.

I calmed myself down before dressing up and leaving the house. I knew Justin was cheating on me with Hailey. He's also cheated on me with several other women.

But what can I do about it? He's so much stronger than me. I can't leave him, I know I still love him even after all he's done to me. After thousands of breakups, I still manage to go back to him. And I know you may think I'm stupid for that, but my love has always been strong for him. It just won't go away.

How long has this abuse been going on? Ever since he first cheated on me. He got pleasure he didn't get with me. Why does he abuse me? Well, that question I don't know how to answer.

I put on my sunglasses before entering a boutique, hoping no one will notice me. I entered the shop and took off my glasses. "Oh, hi Selena! Nice to see you again!" The shop owner, Victoria said.

"Hi, Vic! Nice to see you again, too!" I smiled brightly at her. "What are you looking for today? I know the AMA's are tomorrow. I can't wait to see what gorgeous dress you'll choose this time." She smiled.

"Well, this year I'm going for a navy blue satin dress." (I'm sorry but I just think that she'd look so good in that. Just pretend she wore that for the 2017 AMA's). Victoria's eye's lit up. "YOU'D LOOK SO GOOD IN THAT. Come on! I have the perfect thing for you." Victoria said. I chuckled before following her.

"Ta-da!" She said, showing the beautiful satin dress. "Oh my gosh, it's perfect!" I said. "Yeah, I'm sure Justin would love it, too!" Victoria smiled. My smile immediately dropped. Victoria noticed my change in behavior.

"Is something wrong, Sel?" She asked. "No, no! I'm just kinda nervous about the AMA's." I lied. "Aw, don't worry! You always rock the whole award show. You have nothing to worry about. All the guys will drool over you, too." She smirked. "Especially Kim Taehyung." She said, while I was walking away with the dress to try it on.

(This is Selena's dress).

"Who?" I asked, opening the door to the dressing room and walking in.

"Taehyung from BTS. They're really excited to meet you at the AMA's this year." she said, sitting down on a chair outside the dressing room. I sighed. "I would love to meet them, Vic. But I probably won't be able to." I said, putting the dress on. "Why can't you meet them, Sel?" Victoria asked, clearly confused.

"You know Justin... he's a really jealous person." I said. "So what? You're not going to be kissing them or anything." Victoria laughed. I looked down sadly, walking out.

Victoria let out a loud gasp. "YOU LOOK GORGEOUS SELENA!" she squealed. I laughed. "This is the dress." I smiled.

But then I looked down again, remembering what we were talking about just a couple of seconds ago.

"Aw, don't be sad, Selena. Maybe if you don't meet them this year because of Justin-" she rolled her eyes when she mentioned his name, "you can meet them next year. It could be a possibility." she smiled. I sadly smiled back. "You're right. There's always next year. I hope they understand." I said.

I wanted to meet them, but I'm afraid I can't. Hopefully they'll understand and not hate me.

End of Chapter 1