"I think..."

Moon's POV

𝚃𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚂𝚞𝚗𝚗𝚢 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚗𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚝𝚎 𝚟𝚘𝚒𝚌𝚎 𝚋𝚘𝚡 𝙸 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚒𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚖𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚋𝚎𝚊𝚞𝚝𝚒𝚏𝚞𝚕 𝚜𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝙸'𝚟𝚎 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚍... 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚜𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚎𝚍𝚐𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚝𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚛 𝚜𝚘 𝚋𝚎𝚊𝚞𝚝𝚒𝚏𝚞𝚕 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚙𝚎𝚌𝚒𝚊𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚜.

What. The. Fuck.

"Moon?" Yeah...

"The first thing I remember was you trying to sing with your old voice box, sitting on the edge of the tower." There's no way in hell I could say THAT!

"SERIOUSLY? Well that's quite fucking embarrassing- my singing voice sounded horrible back then." I put a hand on Sun's shoulder.

"Well not to me." .....That was intended to be friendly...but it sounded so sincere? Soft? Full of non friendly love!? The pink that shows on Sun's cheek sure says so!

𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝!

No- this is what you want!

𝚃𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚙 𝚏𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚖𝚎!!

Ugh!

"Oh okay then- umm well I remember I was singing- that happened I think after I saw you. I'm not sure- they said some of my memories are there but some might be out of place. Ugh. This is pointless isn't it?"

𝙽𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚍𝚘 𝚒𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝚖𝚢 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝.

STARLIGHT?!

𝚄𝚐𝚑....

"Don't say that Sunny. How about we just say every instead of trying to put it in a timeline." Sun shrugs, but agrees nonetheless.

"Alright. Well. I don't don't remember much of our first show, actually a lot of what happened after we were reconstructed is gone... All I have is what happened before the fire. I'll go backwards if that's alright. " I nod and he continues.

"I remember us sharing an exoskeleton. When everything depended on that stupid light switch. I never saw you- just heard you through what mental connection we had- I remember those old parts and service people trying to take that small connection away! We talked as much as we could. You would always say sweet- I mean very kind words when the work got too overwhelming. And I would try to calm you down when you got upset about how you couldn't play with the children as much anymore since you were only active when the lights were out...time like that was hard. We would try to get along or cheer each other up, but sometimes one of us would say something to accidentally make it worse. We argued a lot...but it was better than it just being one of us or being... decommissioned. But then the earlier times when we were separated- we got along as well as we do know...e-even more than now actually." Sun stops talking and looks down at the floor shyly.

"Now what do you mean by that?" Sun looks up scared slightly and shakes his head in a way to move on from the subject.

"It's not worth mentioning...but we just talked a lot. And colored together, worked together, we just did everything together...yeah." I raised an eye at what Sun says but it's clear he does wish to go into detail.

𝚈o𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚊 𝚏𝚞𝚌𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚗𝚞𝚒𝚜𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚢o𝚞 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝.

"Hm- okay. I understand. Well I don't remember much from before the fire other than you singing."

𝙸 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚊 𝚏𝚎𝚠 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝...

I close my eyes temporarily in annoyance of myself!

"But I do remember how happy you were when we first performed together. It's just I remember you being really upset about finding out how we lost our memories... but you just said it was because I seemed off but you were okay with that."

𝙸'𝙼 𝙽𝙾𝚃 𝙵𝚄𝙲𝙺𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙻𝙾𝚂𝚃!

"𝙸'𝙼 𝚁𝙸𝙶𝙷𝚃 Ⱨቿꋪ𝓮!!- OW!" I grab onto my head it felt like someone just punched me- but inside my head? Sun squats down next to me- I didn't even realize I was on the ground.

"Moon what's going on? You've been off for a while now. Well not off...just I don't know, just different." I sigh and look Sun in the eyes.

"I...can't tell you...yet." Sun furrows his expression. "What do you mean?" I sigh again.

"After rehearsal, I'm going to take a trip to parts and service and have a talk with Missy. Then I'll tell you okay." Sun clearly doesn't like the sounds of waiting for what could be bothering me but he gives me a hug and smiles. "You promise?"

I smile back. "Of course 𝚂𝚞𝚗𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚎"