!TRIGGER WARNING!

[I forget how easily you can hurt yourself,

I forget how easily you feel pain,

I forget how easily you can die,

Well I did it for you?

But younger me didn't understand that feeling pain will still not attract attention.

But younger me didn't understand that it was worthless.

But why did younger me not understand that broken bones only bring more pain?

I wanted you to look at me.

My words spilled in front of you,

But never have I've been able to have spoken my true feelings,

So I had shown you my true feelings with pain.

You never understood though.]