{Xavier Knight}

I open my eyes when I hear a door unlock and my head jerks up. I fell asleep at Amaya's door.

I was hoping last night was a nightmare but it's not.

She looks at me then turns back around and shuts the door.

"Leave Xavier. I told you last night," she calls out from the other side.

"Amaya, I'm so sorry," I say with a shaky voice.

I hear a sniffle, "Xavier. If you don't leave right now, I will have security escort you out," she tries steadying her voice.

"Muffin. I'm so sorry," I start tearing up.

"Why do you enjoy hurting me Xav," her voice breaks.

"I don't. I didn't mean to," I clear my throat.

"But you did. You hurt me, multiple times. I was so excited Xavier, I thought you would finally meet my friends. They would love you. You left me for her, again. I'm always second when she needs something! You completely forget about me when you are with her," she sobs out, "Why do you hurt me?!" she asks again.

"I don't want to hurt you, Amaya, I care about you. A lot," I choke out. My heart hurts.

"You do though! Fuck. WHY? You promised!" Oh my god, Amaya. "Stop doing this Xavier. Go to Jennifer. Please, I don't want to be with you. Please Xavier. I'M FUCKING BEGGING YOU."

I have no idea what I am supposed to say.

"SOME GUY IS OUT TO GET ME; HE KNOWS WHAT COLLEGE I GO TO XAVIER! HE COULD'VE BEEN AT THE FAIR WHILE YOU WERE WITH HER," she yells.

She opens the door and looks at me, her eyes filled with tears and her face red, "you know the worst part? I don't think you would care as long as Jennifer is okay."

I go to wipe her tears but she stops me, "I know you care about her Xavier and that's not the problem. I just wanted you to put me over her once in a while but the second she called, you were there. No matter what."

Another tear falls down her face and I look at her before finally speaking, "I could never care about anyone more than you." I start.

"I'll admit, I fucked up. Again. But every time I'm with her, I get reminded of the past but that's all she is; the past," I admit.

"You are my future and I may enjoy a few moments with her but I don't get excited to talk to her. I can live without her and that is the plan. I've told you that she lives with us because you told me and I'm not saying that it's your fault, it's not," I look down.

"I never thought about hurting you Amaya, I don't want to. I was excited to meet your friends too, I swear I was. But I lost track of time and we started talking about old times. By the time we were done, I thought it had been an hour at the most but I was wrong. I am not excusing anything. I know I messed up and I completely plan on earning your forgiveness. Whether that's soon or not. I'll wait," I look back up at her, "I love you, Amaya. More than I have loved anyone. I don't plan on losing you."

She looks at me for a moment, "can you please leave?" it comes out as a whisper.

"Is that what you want?" I tilt my head.

She nods, "I don't want to forgive you because you'll hurt me again. Thinking about you breaks my heart, and seeing you just makes everything worse," she explains with a sad smile, still crying.

"I will get your forgiveness, Muffin. But I'll leave for now. I'm sorry again. For everything," I turn away before saying, "I love you. remember that."

I heard the door close behind me and I walk down to my car. I drive to the only place in mind.

"Anyone try to stop me, I'll shoot you," I warn, walking into his building with my gun in my hand.

"You fucking asshole!" I yell, entering Cameron's office.

He looks at me, "okay? I was in a meeting but come in I guess."

"What did you say to her," I growl.

He gestures for everyone to leave and turns to me, "you fucked up. That's your problem."

"What the fuck is wrong with you Cameron? All this because I rejected your sister?" I yell out in frustration.

"She killed herself YOU FUCKER!" he points out.

"I'm sorry you lost her Cole but that doesn't mean you force Jen to date you. and now what? you're going to do the same to Amaya. Fuck I LOVE HER!" I scream, pointing my gun around.

"First of all, put the fucking gun down, and second, force? I didn't for anyone to date me," he snaps.

I turn to him in shock, "you forced Jennifer to date you and now you are going to do the same to Amaya. That's what Jennifer told me."

"What? No. I didn't force her to date me. She came on to me and said you cheated on her and I started falling for her so we started dating and I kicked her out because she cheated on me," he explains.

What the fuck? "Then why are you talking to Amaya?"

"Okay, I'll admit. I talked to her first because I wanted to get information on you but she reminded me of Amara so I just wanted to be friends with her. She is like a sister to me so trust me I don't want to date her," he huffs. "We barely talk about you. I just like spending time with her."

"Then what were you doing, hugging her?" I narrow my eyes.

"She was sad about you, you asshole. Just like Amara, she looked heartbroken," he hisses. "And I told her to talk to you about it."

"Well, she broke up with me," I mumble.

"You deserve it. You deserve whatever she gives you and you better fucking take it. Win her back. Do anything and everything 'cause if anything happens to her because of you. I'll fucking kill you," he warns.

"That's the plan fucker. I'm sorry about Amara, I didn't know she would..." I sigh.

"You had every right to reject her man. I just didn't have anyone else to blame," he looks down.

"She is in a better place now," I put my hand on his shoulder.

He shakes his head, "Amaya cares about you Xavi. Don't fuck that up."

"I already did. But I will get her back, don't worry. However long it takes," my voice holds certainty, promise.

He looks up at me, "I'm going to kill Jen."

"I need her to get the fuck out of my house so you do whatever but I have to go take care of that," I nod.

Before I leave Cameron speaks up, "I'll help you with May."

I mumble a thank you and walk towards my car, heading to the house.

"Where is Jennifer?" I ask Dante when I enter.

He looks confused, "her room."

I walk to her room and swing the door open. She is so fucking dead.