I lay in bed with my face in my pillow, hoping to just disappear because of all the embarrassment. Tears stream down my face as i know i have lost the person i care about the most. I need something to clear my mind.

I rush out the house, ignoring Zak calling my name. I get in the car and drive to the nearest bar, not planning on getting drunk, but planning on finding someone to help get Zak off my mind. I pull up and walk inside, scanning the area.

I sit at the bar and just look down, trying to hide my tear-stained face. I suddenly look up to the sound of a familiar voice.

"Darryl? Is that you? Oh my gosh! Its been forever!"

My ex.

"Abby? Oh my goodness! Its good to see you!"

She embraces me and pulls away with a confused expression. "You okay? Are you crying?"

I look down and sadly say, "Its this guy...i kinda have feelings for him but i know he doesn't feel the same...." She puts her hand on my cheek, causing me to look up at her. "He doesn't deserve you. You're too amazing for him."

This is my chance, to get over Zak. I mean i did break up with her anyways so she might still have feelings for me.

I give her a slight smile and look back down, still having tears go down my face. I flinch as I feel her kiss my cheek. "Do you want to come over and talk about it? I don't mean that in a 'sexual' way btw, i genuinely hate seeing you like this."

I dont really want to, but i know its the only way i can start to loose feelings for Zak.

I nod and she grins, then happily reminds me where she lives and tells me to meet her there.

I nod once again and head to my car, watching her pull out of the parking lot. I head to her house, already regretting my decision.

I shouldnt use her for my advantage. Well who knows, i might start liking her again.

I pull up to her house and see she has made it there before me. I knock on her door and almost instantly the door swings open. "Come in, I know it might be weird because of our past relationship, but make yourself at home."

I smile and walk in, looking at everything and reminiscing all the times me and her had together. I suddenly feel an arm on my shoulder. "Lets sit down, shall we?"

We both sit down and i avoid eye contact, still hurt from what happened earlier. She wipes a tear from my eye and smiles. "Go ahead. Spill everything."

I then proceed to tell her everything that's happened and all the moments me and Zak shared. She has a look of worry, so i say, "Whats wrong? Did i say something?"

"Oh no, just by what you're telling me, he definitely doesnt have any feelings for you at all." I get a little confused, figuring she would say the opposite. "S-so even though he kissed me and all the stuff he did? You dont think he likes me?"

"Nope. Not at all." She gives me and reassuring look and smiles. "I have an idea of what can help you get over him, but you're gonna have to trust me okay?"

I give her a confused look and hesitantly say "ookayyy??"

She then blushes and without hesitation, throws her lips onto mine. I jump, completely shocked at what's happening. I pull away, leaving her with a confused look.

"I thought you wanted to get over him?"

"I-i mean yeah, but not like this?"

"Just trust me okay, it will work."

I stare at her considering, maybe shes right. It might be the only way.

I sigh and then nod, allowing her to lean in and start kissing me once more.

This doesnt feel right. It feels wrong.

She then pulls away, smiling. I just give a slight smile, not being satisfied at all by the kiss. I would rather kiss Zak.

I decide to head home, hoping my feelings are gone now. I walk inside and see Zak asleep on the couch, with a tear soaked pillow. Why was he crying? Did he think me and him wouldn't be friends anymore too?

I walk over to him and slowly pick him up, preparing to put him in his bed. He then snuggles into my chest as i carefully walk to his bedroom, causing my heart to skip a beat. I then place him down on his bed, making sure he doesn't wake up. As i start walking out, i notice a picture on his dresser. I walk over to it and look at it. Its a picture of me. Why does he have a picture of me?

Before i can process my thoughts anymore, i feel arms wrap around my waist and a head lay against my back. Shivers go down my spine and i smile, wanting this moment to last forever. I turn around and lock eyes with his sleepy expression. "Darryl, can I please kiss you? Kissing you makes me not be sad anymore."

My heart flutters and my face turns red hot. Why does he always have to play with my emotions? Hes making me go crazy.

"Zak maybe its best if-"

I suddenly feel his lips softy press onto mine. He wraps his arms around my neck and pulls me more into the kiss. This feels right. I grab his waist and pull him closer, wanting to feel every part of his body. I don't care anymore. I don't care if he's faking it. I don't care if its for practice. I don't care if he's just tired.

I love him.

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