December 21, 2020, was the worst day of my life. That night was the second time I went to their house. I not only drank a ton, but I also smoked weed and got pressured into snorting cocaine. Doing cocaine was one of the worst mistakes of my life. I was already very intoxicated, and they told me doing coke would sober me up. I listened because I didn't know right from wrong in that situation.

Before I went over that night, my mom did not want me to go at all. She told me she had a huge gut feeling something horrible would happen and didn't feel comfortable. I went anyway.

My poor family. They are going through hell. Ever since this happened, I have not been the same. All they want is to see their little girl happy again, but nothing helps.

After all the drugs, I remember walking outside and talking to her husband. We walk back in, and she is asleep on the floor. After that, bad becomes worse.

All I remember after that is him on top of me naked. He was breathing in my ear and said, "come on, cum for me." Waking up in the morning was very confusing for me. I thought it was a nightmare or that I imagined it. I then notice my underwear on the floor right next to his wallet.

At this moment in time, I am flipping out. I keep telling myself, is this real? Did this actually happen? That is the first time I possibly had sex, and it was rape?! I am a 17-year-old girl! How could someone with a wife and children who is 28 do this to me, a minor?