Genre: angst??!!

Requested: YES

Warnings: uhm read parT ONE FIRST

Title: Goodbyes not said

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(a/n: i want you all to suffer so enjoy! ~~

this is an alternative ending??)

hi

i'm sorry i cheated on you back then

hi

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you should go to sleep

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it's nice that you still care for me

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i can't

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something is gonna happen tonight

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are you gonna cheat on whoever is shallow enough to be dating you rn? hahah

you're gonna stay up to see the eclipse ?

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i wish i was

!message not sent!

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yeah

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i miss you a lot

!message not sent!

i'm probably not gonna stay up

i'm already tired hahah

i'm actually in a taxi rn

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so you're not gonna go see me off at the airport

!message not sent!

didn't expect you to anyways hahah

!message not sent!

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it's a shame

seen; 01:51am

"take a right here" said y/n to the taxi driver while looking at the airport, she was so close

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my flight is in six minutes

!mesage not sent!

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can i call you?

:

yeah just a sec

y/n asked the lady at the information stand in broken korean where the next flights to australia were boarding

"sweetie, the next flight is scheduled in seven hours" said the lady

the girl's breath hitched, her heart beating so fast she was scared it was going to burst out of her chest

she turned around to ask the lady,

"this is Icheon International Airport, right?"

the woman looked at y/n with sad eyes

"i'm sorry sweetie, but this is Gimpo International Airport. Icheon is twenty minutes away by train, the next one leaves in three hours you can get your ticket-"

the young girl drops to her knees, eyes stinging because of the tears that were about to fall

after all the trouble she went through, to finally say goodbye to the only person she truly loved, she's in the wrong airport

y/n looks at her phone, the clock displaying the time, 01:58 am, even if she ran to the airport it would take her half an hour

but maybe if she called a taxi- or she ran until the bus stop,she would even get into a strangers car just so she could see rosé

but she was too late

"sorry, this number can't be reached. please try again late-"

CALL ENDED

the blue girl slowly made her way through the crowds of people, finding a spot in the corner of the airport

and she just cried her heart out

for hours she just cried

and no one even bothered to spare her a glance

eventually she called jisoo, asking her to pick her up

the car ride was silent, there was nothing to be said

jisoo parked in front of y/n's apartment -which she once shared with rosé- and finally broke the slience

"y/n, rosé loved you"

the girl turnes her attention to her friend sitting next to her

"and i loved- no, i still love her"

"i'm sorry-"

y/n gets out of the car, she was tired of everything, tried of everyone telling her 'sorry' or 'it will get better',tired of her friends who never asked her if she was ok, she was exhausted

catching her breath while entering the apartment -which hasn't been cleaned since rosé left- y/n flops down on the bed that she used to share with rosé, where she used to wake up to her smiling face every morning

she felt sick

her phone buzzed, notifying her that she received a message

it was from her

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goodbye

:

i'm sorry

ROSÉ HAS BLOCKED YOU

all the messages you send won't be sent until this user unblockes you

please

!message not sent!

i miss you

ROSÉ HAS UNBLOCKED YOU

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goodbye

seen 8:25am

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(next; idk BUT I'LL TRY TO UPDATE AS SOON AS POSSIBLE)