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This is it.
I just lost my first friend in this despair inducing killing game.
My first friend.
My only friend.
I walk into the dark room,a piano in the middle of the room,CDs all on a shelf,all classical piano music.
I pull out the disk from its case and put it in the CD player.
Now playing . . .
Claire de lune
-
Claude debussy
0:01 ─●──────── 4:28
◁ II ▷
I sink down onto the floor like a pile of slush.
My back sliding against the wall as I glide down to the floor.
Sobs emitting from my mouth,tears escaping from my eyes.
Why did they take her?
She was my best friend my only friend.
I scream in painful sadness as the calming paino only made me more sorrowful,I mourn her.
I cry loudly,sobs bouncing off the walls,I let all my emotions out.
I needed her,and now I'm alone.
I cry until my eyes sting,until my chest hurts from shaking inhaling and exhaling .
By the end of the track,I was shaking on the floor,curled up,small sobs escaping my mouth,tears flowing like waterfalls.
Now playing . . .
Nocturne op.9 no.2
-
Frédéric Chopin
0:01 ─●──────── 5:02
◁ II ▷
I wail,the paino making me scream out my pain more and more.
I clutch my hat in my hands,pressing it against my chest as I lay against the floor screaming in morose
Why!
Why her!
Not me.
Why do I lay here in great pain,the words of mourning wander my mind crowding my thoughts of any other emotion .
My chest becomes tight from the lack of inhaling properly, I inhale sharply for a short burst of time before sobbing again.
Time passes,more paino plays until. . .
The CD loops.
Now playing . . .
Claire de lune
-
Claude debussy
0:01 ─●──────── 4:28
◁ II ▷
My head perks up at the familiar sounds.
I look up at the paino and imagine kaede sat there,playing it.
I sit up,moving from laying on the now warm tiles.
I close my eyes,small tears escaping but I smile gently.
She is in a better place,shes happier now.
She escaped
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