BELLA'S POV:

As i lay on my bed reading i found myself daydreaming about Alice... wait what.. no! I had been daydreaming about Edward...or had i? Maybe it wasn't the handsome Edward who i liked, maybe the short, cute pixie like Alice was the one i had feelings for. But, those feelings would never be the same for me. Plain old Bella, why would Alice ever want anyone like me when she herself wa so beautiful, pretty and magical. I fell asleep miserable, knowing why i had feelings for Alice and wishing that i didn't have those feelings. I knew that i liked girls but i couldn't tell anyone at my new school, not after what happened last time. i would just have to fit in, laugh about boys like everyone else, maybe i would even admit to 'liking' Edward. I wondered for ages about what i should do. Sleep came slowly but then all at once...