After the funeral everyone headed over to my fam- the penthouse for a food and drinks and the reading of the will which will have me and my grandparents in. Everyone was mingling and I was in my room finishing the bottle of scotch. I was interrupted when my grandma came to get me for the reading of the will.

"We are gathered her to read the official will of Blair Cornelia Waldorf Bass and Charles Bartholomew Bassdue to the young age of Henry Harold Bass he does not have a will. Anything listed too Henry will go to Kourtnie Eleanor Bass." the executor states. "Ok lets get started" I say trying not to slur my words. "Ok we will start with Blair Waldorf Bass. Her wardrobe will go to her daughter Kourtnie Bass..." we went through everything from mom's paintings, the house in Hamptons which I reluctantly got thank god, her silver, and the estate which thankfully was written in my name so I can keep living here. "All that's left is Waldorf Designs 50 percent was written to Henry Bass but since he is no longer with us may he rest in piece I am giving the full company to Miss. Kourtnie since she was the other name" he tells us. "Now on to Chuck Bass since most of the stuff is the same as Blair the only thing left is Bass Enterprises who he gave all the right to Miss.Kourtnie Eleanor Bass and both of the trust fund will go to you." he says. I can't believe it I have two companies to run at the age of 17. "Kourtnie we can talk about this. You can't possibly run two companies at once," grandma tells me."I'm sorry I have to go," I tell them and run out. At the moment I realized how alone I was sure I had the money, a home, and two companies but I would rather have my family back and sure my grandparents love me but they're not my parents or my brother. I truly am alone in the world.I ran to the one place I could be free the roof.

With a bottle of scotch in hand I was walking the edge of the building. I mean who would care if I was gone anyways I could just end it all and join my family.

I was talking to Lewis when I saw Kourtnie run to the elevator and I knew where she was going. Her hiding spot that she had since she was a little girl the roof. I then notice the bottle in her hand and I knew what she was doing and I had to stop her but I knew I wasn't the one who could.

Please get here on time she needs you is all I could think because I'm at risk of losing my best friend.

"Kourtnie what are you doing," I hear a voice hear a voice from behind. "Don't you know not to scare someone a roof," I slur as I balance on the roof top. "Kourtnie why are you doing this?" Alex pestered. "Because I have no one. No one cares about me. I'm alone in the world," I say as take another step almost slipping. "Thats not true because I care about you Kourtnie I always have since day one please come down," Alex begged as he held his hand. "Why" I ask. "Because Kourtnie I love you I always have," he stated. That statement took me by shock. I grabbed his hand and braked down in tears while he embraced me in a comforting hug. "I'm so sorry," I say. "Shh its okay Kourt I'm here its all going to be ok." he states. We stay there for a little bit me wrapped up in his arms while I sob all over his suit but he didn't care. "Come on why don't we go to my place away from all the commotion," he tells me. I shake my head yes and we head to the elevator.

We get to his penthouse and go to his room. He sits down on his bed and I fall into his arms. After a few minutes he gently falls back and we just lay there in each others embrace falling asleep in each others arms.

Its about 11 PM when wake up with a blistering head ache. Alex is next to me still asleep and I realize what I need to do. I grab my phone and dial grandma's number "Do you still have a seat on the jet to Paris?" I ask. "I'll meet you there have Dorota pack my bags." I say. Once I hang up I grab a pen to write a note for Alex because he at least deserves that. I put the note beside him and kiss his cheek before I leave.

I wake up to an empty bed the next morning. I sigh in sadness when I notice the note on the pillow which stated:

Alex I'm sorry.

~K

I throw the note and flop back on the bed in frustration.

Looks like K flew the coop. Why did she leave? Alex you finally get her and then she leaves out of then air maybe she rethought after she realized what a bad influence you where. Where did she go was the lost of her parents and brother too much. Here's one hope that we haven't seen the last of her. RIP Blair, Chuck, and Henry. You know you love me

~xoxo, gossip girl