I lay in bed playing with Chuck while playing with his fingers. I cuddle up to him and lay my arm on his chest. He twirls his finger through mine. I smile up at him once and awhile. I almost fall asleep a few times as he runs his fingers through my hair.

"You know Monday when we walk into school holding hands and I'll be able to kiss, I will be the happiest person in the world." He smiles.

'You are so corny, but that's one of the things I like about you" I laugh.

I roll out of bed and change into a bathing suit. Light pink with studs. I smile and turn around to Chuck.

"You have the best body" He smiles.

"Well I'm going to get you one of Liam's swim suits and we are going to go swimming." I smile.

"Why do we need clothes?" He asks.

"Cause it fun to take them off" I grin and kiss him.

I jump u to get Chuck a swim suit and run to Liam's room. I grab a large enough pair and run back to my room. When I get in Chuck is undressed.

"Really babe?" I smile.

'I just couldn't wait" He grins.

"Well slip them on" I smile.

I throw the trunk at him and make a run for the pool. He throws them on and once I get outside I dive into the pool. He dives in after me. Once I swim over to the sallow end, I drag him by me. I wrap my legs around his waist and stare into his eyes.

"Kiss me" I say.

"Don't have to tell me twice" He smiles.

When his lips touch mine I can't help to smile in between kisses. His kisses are short but keep you wanting more. His kisses are my drugs. He parts out lips and he kisses my neck. He kisses down my neck and shoulder. I feel his arm on my back and I feel him playing with my swim suit tie. I wrap my arm around and unclip my bathing suit. I go back to kissing him and I tear off my top. Once again I can't believe I am doing this.

Its Saturday and I'm feeling pretty crappy about myself. So I go to the hotel Chuck is at. That's the only bar I can get some drinks from. Once I get there I order me some Whiskey. A lot has been on my mind and I hate this feeling. I end up drinking a lot. At lest 10 drinks. I find myself stumbling up to Chuck's suit. I sit there with my thumb over the peak hole. The door opens and Chuck smiles.

"Are you drunk?" He laughs.

"Are you cute?" I smile and walk through his door.

"Yes" He smiles.

'Well you just answered your own question" I smile.

I go over to Chuck's bed take off my shoes and I climb in.

"No No No" Chuck laughs.

"You go to take a shower" Chuck smiles.

"No I don't want to" I whine.

"Get up" Chuck says standing me up.

I lean onto him and he places me into the tub. The water is warm so I'm happy. He ends up getting into a pair of swim trunks and gets in. He starts to wash my hair and wash my body. I just about fall sleep a couple of times. I smile when the tub starts draining and chuck dresses me in a hoodie and a pair of his pj pants. He carries me bridal style and lays me down on the bed. He comes on the other side and snuggles up next to me.

"Wanna tell me why you were drinking?" He asks but I was already out.

The next day I wake up with the worst head ache. It takes me a moment to remember what I did last night. I stand up, get my purse, and pull out my Advil. I pop two and groan. I shuffle back over to the bed. I climb in and look at Chuck. His eyes flutter open.

"Hello there honey" He smiles.

"Sorry about last night" I laugh.

"No babe it's fine. I'm happy you didn't try to ride home or walk. You were safe" He smiles.

"Walk me home?" I smile.

"I need the exercise so sure" He smiles.

I stand up and start to get dressed but Chuck shakes his head.

"What?" I laugh.

"Don't change, I like you in that" He smiles.

I bite my lip and laugh. I gather my things and throw it into a bag. Chuck takes my hand and we start to walk home. As we are walking I kinda just throw my feet around. I look around at all of the building and the birds, I listen to them singing and then I smell the food from everywhere. New York is so pretty. Ever once and awhile I glance at my hand in Chuck's. I bite my lip and frown to the ground.

"What are you thinking about?" He says.

"About us" I say.

"What about us?" He asks concerned.

"How long we will last. If you will find another girl and do her." I frown.

He stops walk and cups my face in his hands. He raises my chin so I have no other option but to look him in the eyes.

"I will never leave you and I wont cheat on you ever" He says riding out the ever.

I smile and he kisses me. It was a short soft kiss. He meant a lot to me. I slowly pull away and we go back to walking.

"Tomorrow we come out baby" He smiles.

"I know I can't wait" I say.

"I'm going to pick you up before school in the limo and when we get there we can kiss and hug and old hands" He says squeezing my hand a bit.

I smile as we come up on my house. I look at Chuck and pull him in. I kiss him once again but this one longer and meant more. I pull back but I rest my head on his forehead.

"I'll miss you" I smile.

"I will text you the cutest and corniest things" He laughs.

'Ok babe, bye" I smile as I walk into the house.

The last thing I see is Chuck smiling and waving.