It's been exactly 3 weeks since i've seen Melo but it wasn't the last time i've heard from him. He still keeps texting me and calling none stop to try to see me or apologize.

I didn't want to hear shit from him, I didn't even want to look at him. I spent the last few weeks crying my eyes out over this fuck nigga and i was so done with it.

I was so done with him texting my phone, asking people on social media to get me to call him, and i'm tired of him driving by my damn house like a fucking stalker. His ass gonna make me file a damn police report on his ass man.

Lavar and Tina keep asking me to come over when Melo isn't home just to visit for a little. Melo doesn't know that I'm at his house when he's not there, i swear if he found out he probably never leave the house again hoping i'll stop by.

I was certainly getting ready to go over and visit Lavar and Tina right now, Melo was out probably hoeing around with his hoe ass. But Lavar said I have a good 2 hours before Melo comes home, so why not go visit the fam?

After getting myself together, I went to my mirror to double check to see if i'm satisfied on the way i looked. I grabbed my keys and headed out the door. Since I cant drive still, Gelo and Jaden comes and picks me up.

I look thru my blinds and notice G's car outside. I grabbed my purse and headed out locking the door behind me.

Gelo's music was blazin, the whole damn car was jumpin. Jaden rolled down her window and mouthed a "Help Me"

I roll my eyes playfully and just laughed at her. I got into the back seat while getting greeted by Jaden and G.

"Hi wifey!" Jaden turns around in her seat looking at me.

"Hi baby." I replied back

Gelo looked in the rear view mirror and started glaring at me. I just gave him the bird in return.

"So Melo isn't home right?" I asked making sure.

For some reason I had a feeling he was gonna be there, I don't know man maybe it's all in my head.

Gelo and Jaden looked at each other for a quick second then Gelo replied.

"No nigga he ain't there, Momma told you he wasn't gonna be there right?"

"Right" I replied really unsure.

"Okay, now everyone shut the hell up so i can blast my music shit."

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Finally making it to The Ball Estate, I jumped right out the car and headed towards the entrance.

"Damn Scar, wait a damn minute." Gelo yelped from afar.

why do i gotta wait for y'all to enter? I just know sum going tf on.

"Nigga fuck you, i'm all ready at the door!"

I swing the door open and walk inside towards the living room. As I was walking all I see is a tall ass lanky figure. even with his back towards me I know it was Melo's big headass.

Melo turns around and stares at me. I notice Lavar and Tina were stirring on the living room couch.

"What the fuck is this? An intervention?" At this point I was fucking pissed, I didn't care if i was cussing in front of Lavar right now.

"No! Baby I just wanna tal-

I cut him off

"Don't call me baby! you can't call me that anymore."

I looked around the room and realized I was lied to. And that is what man me even more angry. Why the hell are they doing this to me? I wanted to cry but I didn't want to cry in front of them.

"I think you two need to talk it out, y'all don't have to make up. Just talk. Please Scarlet." Lavar says.

I just kept looking at my feet just thinking, maybe I'll just talk to him so he can leave me alone forever.

I looked up from my feet to meet Melo's eyes, the eyes I miss looking into. The eyes that use to have a sparkle in them but now they were just dull.

"Fine. Let's talk." I replied, finally giving in.

"Alrighty, everyone out of this living room. Give them their time alone and space. Cmon! move out." Lavar demanded.

I watched as everyone left the living room area, I was nervous as fuck right now for nothing. I shouldn't feel like this, I wasn't in the wrong at all. It was his.

I walked over to the sofa far away from Melo as possible. We just sat in silence for awhile til I broke it.

"why?"

is all I could say.

He was about to talk but i cut him off.

"why did you do it? was it me? was i not loving you enough? or loving you right? What was it?!"

I felt a tear fall down my cheek, I knew I was gonna cry but I was still angry at myself that I let that grist tear fall.

"No. You loved me just right Scar, it was me. I was the problem. I got scared." he replied with tears in his eyes.

"Scared? of what?" I asked confusedly.

Melo took a moment to clear his throat before speaking.

"When you had a mental breakdown that day, I was scared. I don't know if i was scared of you specifically or I was just scared on seeing you that way. But I was scared shitless."

"So what i'm getting hear is that I had a mental breakdown which made you up and leave me in the middle of the night to go cheat on me? interesting."

"No-

"Melo! that shit makes no fucking sense! You knew how I was from the jump because I told you. Me having a mental illness isn't new. You knew all of this because I was brave enough to tell you. You knew what you was getting yourself into and you couldn't handle. You wasn't ready to be with me, to love me. You wanted to be single for a little while and I understand that. But you broke my heart, I haven't felt my heart sink like this since my father died so." I cried.

"Scarlet, I love you." Melo cries.

I shook my head.

"I know. But you wasn't ready for me just yet. This was a perfect person but the wrong time." I replied as I was getting up from the couch getting ready to leave.

As I was walking towards the exit of the living room to fine Gelo to take me home, Melo grabs my arm.

"Please don't go. I fucking love you man, is that enough?"

"I love you too but it's not enough for me to stay. You fucked up Melo, I think we both need to figure ourselves out before we reunite again. Just know I love you even though you broke me."

Melo's grip finally loosens, finally letting me go.