Me and Metri we're at my locker the day after me and Melo broke up. She's been talking to me but I could tell she was mad at me. Hell , I was mad at myself.

Melo hasn't deleted any photos of us off his Instagram... yet. I haven't either and I don't think I ever will. I'd just change the captions.

I look horrible today. I got these ugly 13s on with sweats and a Victoria secret shirt on.

"You want me to walk you to class?" Metri asked.

"Yes please." I said. She grabbed my hand and interlocking our fingers and swung our Arms back and forth. On the way to class I saw Melo Gelo Eli O and a lot of others leaning against the wall.

Me and Melo made Eye contact until he told Gelo and then he was going to class. He looked back at me and rolled his eyes shaking his head.

He looked just as bad as me making me feel bad. I didn't know someone apologizing could turn into this.

"You fucked up." Metri said truthfully."big time lil dog."

"Trust me. I know." I said rolling my eyes.

She dropped me off to class and I went to her own. The day dragged by and I realized that I don't know where I would sit a lunch. Or who I would talk to in gym because Metri has a assignment to finish.

You better figure that out now because the bell just rung and it's time for gym.

I walked into the gym and sat completely on the other side of the bleachers. I could feel some eye on my as I walked and sat.

"Hey." I heard Daijon say sitting beside me.

"You don't hate me?" I asked.

"Now how could I hate my little sister?"

"Everyone else hates me." I said.

"Nobody has even said a word to me all day."

"Melo doesn't hate you. He's just hurt and if you talk to him and tell him what you told me. What actually happened he'll believe you but for right now he only has that picture and what Victoria said to him."

I made a face.

"She told him that you and him had been hanging out for a while behind his back."

"What the fuck?" I said . I put my head in my hands. "I'm gonna do so back today and tomorrow."

We have back to back games this week. Today, Thursday, and tomorrow.

"Nah you won't. You'll do fine you just gotta check out during the game don't worry bout nothing that not in between those lines."

"Good advice . Okay DC the Don. I see you." I said.

"I mean you already know what it is. It's DC the therapist ya feel me?" He said doing the light skins face. That made me laugh for the first time in two days.

"Ah I missed that laugh. " he said sticking his finger in my dimple.

" I miss him." I said looking at LaMelo shooting hoops with his ear phones in. Nobody bothered him, Nobody got close to him . Everyone just sat back and let him to his thing.

"He misses you too." Daijon said. Y'all will be back to normal in like or 2-3 days."

"That's a long time." I whined throwing my head back .

We went to lunch and Melo sat at the other side of the table switching seats with quan.

"I don't hate you." Quan said.

"You don't ? " I said happy he's not mad at me.

"No . A bit disappointed but ion hate you. Nobody does not even LaMelo himself. He's hurt and he feel like what happened with his last girl happened with you."

I nod my head. Everyone got food while I sat there just staring of into space.

"Kaylee." Justin said .

I didn't answer I just rolled my eyes. He's basically the reason why me and Melo aren't laughing and holding hands right now. I'm mad at him and me.

"Get away from me." I said trying walk away.

"Why? You know I like you I'm starting tit think you like me too." He said hold my wrist. He was hold it really tight making me wince.

"Stop. Your hurting me bro." I said trying to take my arm away from him.

"You seemed to like my hand on you the other day . Right Melo? She likes how my hand was on hers." He said trying to kiss me . Melo just scoffed.

"Stop Justin. Your hurting me ." I said trying to push him away.

"The girl said leave her alone . She doesn't want you." Melo said stepping in front of me.

"Awe you said bro? I stole two of your girls."

"Get outta here. No one wants you here."

"Kaylee seemed to want me with her a few days ago." Justin said. He just keeps taking shots after shots.

Then Melo punched him. I never thought Melo would do that but hey we all do stupid shit when we're mad.

Justin's nose was bleeding and Melos chest raising up and down quick. Justin came back at Melo but liangelo stopped him making Justin leave.

"This ain't over ball."

" I think it is." Melo said.

After a moment of silence everyone in the cafeteria went back to minding there own business.

"Thanks for that." I said to Melo with my head down.

"You think I did that for you?" Melo said chuckling but it wasn't a funny laugh it was a sad humorless laugh. "I didn't. It was for me."

Shots fired .

With that he left the cafeteria going to his next class and I stood there looking like an idiot.

"Come baby girl." Metri said seeing what happened.

I fucked up.

On the bus on our way to the game Melo sat by himself. He was unbothered and just looked out the window.

We usually wear each other's hoodie . I bought an extra hoodie with my number in it so he could have one. But he wasn't wearing it and that hurt.

Bitch y'all broke up.

....

Walking in the gym everyone was hype but me . The Girl warms up and sat on the bench until it was game time.

My game was so off. Every shot I took air balled. Every layup went over the basket. Let's not even talk about my handles.

I looked in the stands and Melo was sitting. I need to stop doing that. It's making it way worse.

Don't worry about anything that's not in between those two lines.

It's time to focus. I got No time for this. I need to get my head in the game.