I was up all night editing, I finally finished my vlog. I was out by 1:00am but little did I know the night was far from over...

I wake up to my security telling me the news. My dad is the president but I moved out to LA a few months back and met Zach. We have been dating for 4 months now. I met him through Logan. We knew each other cause of Youtube stuff. Anyways, I look at my clock and it said 3:00am I was half asleep all I heard was "shooting" and "Vegas" that woke me up. I jumped out of bed and immediately call Zach. The Why don't We boys were in Vegas cause of tour. I cried when all I heard was "This is Zach, you know what to do...beep" To make matters worse, my security called and said they were in the neighbouring hotel that had the shooting in it. I call my dad...

Hello

Um Hey *slightly crying*

Are you okay?

Yeah um, do you know what happened in Vegas?

: I'm about to be briefed on it but what about it?

The boys are there... like Zach and... *full out crying*

everything will be okay, they probably got their phones taken for safety protocal I will have a safe line put through to you and the boys when the military arrives to help

: It's that bad???

Yes, it's a mass shooting but everything will be okay i will try to get a hold of them for you

Okay thanks daddy I love you

Love you too just try to relax okay bye now

I decide to pick up my vlog camera. I start talking...

"Okay guys so it's 3:37am and you probably have heard by now about the shooting in Vegas. But some of you may not know... my boys are there." *long pause* "you all know how much I love them and to be honest with you all I'm scared and I just need to know if they are okay...RIght now they don't have access to their phones and I'm waiting for a secure phoneline to get set up so I can call them but for now I just have to wait"

I turn my vlog off and sit there staring at the wall sitting on my bed. I stood up and walked into the mirror. I realized i was just wearing Zach big sweatshirt cause I'm tiny and underwear. I stare into the mirror for what felt like days. I finally snap out of it and go back on the vlog

" so guys little update, I'm sorry to get dark on you guys but I'm currently mentally preparing myself for the worse, death. I dont know how I'll handle it but if my boys die I'll have to face a lot. so a message to everybody my thoughts and prayers are with you always and Zach baby I love you so much and Corbean and Saniel deavey and Jonah i love you and your sex object self and ramen noodles i dont know what I'm gonna do without you" I start to cry again but my security taps my shoulder. "Surprise" he says. I agressively grab the phone out of his hand.

Baby...

Zachy are you okay

We are fine we have no service here the military guy here said you called me.

I did baby I thought you died *starts crying loud enough for Zach to notice*

Don't cry babe I'm right here okay I'm not leaving you without a fight.

I love you Zachary

I love you too Don't worry about me alright me and the boys are fine

I was 100% relieved hearing my baby's voice again I couldn't take it I didn"t even care that i was vlogging I was just so happy

I just got off the phone with my love. I love her I feel so bad she cried I wish I could cuddle her and watch Netflix and eat food and make her feel safe.

"One day man"

"what"

"You said that aloud"

"Oh..."

"Oooooo someone's in loveeee"

"Shut up you sex object that can't even get a girl"

"And the roast session begins..."