《Bakusquad Oneshots》Am I the problem ?
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★彡 May contain hard topics and incorrect info.. and definitely spelling errors. ★彡
Keeping friends was hard.. It was difficult and stressful..
What if they talk behind your back? What if they hated the way you act..
What if you were the problem?
Don't understand the tone behind words... maybe?
Too clingy?
Too distant?
Talk too much or talk too little?
No matter what, it's as if you are the problem...
Is this playing the victim.. is it so much to ask.. just for little love and affection.. Why must toxic people make things feel as if they are good ones.. and that the victim card is being played on the opposite side of their own. Am I the one that is playing victim?
People don't make sense.. they make dreaful pranks.. and expect them to trust...
They get insecure when you don't talk to them.. yet have an attitude when you do... or is it your mind playing tricks on you?
Is the fault our own for not understanding.. and is I love you an apology without actually saying sorry..
Should I love you be the words to cure my broken soul by events that take place when I talk to you?
Is it my fault? Am I playing the victim.. or are you toxic..
I listen to your problems.. I help you out.. and do the best that I can to make you happy and every time I think you are the toxic one I feel as if I am playing victim.. which I happen to be told before.. but this okay...
Everything will be okay.. I will be by your side.. I'm not sure if it is the crush that makes me want to stay... or it's the guilt of knowing you've been hurt before.. I know I once said take your anger and sadness on me.. but.. I don't think I want to ever want to talk to you again.. but I know this causes problems... so I am happy to say I will be leaving this earth... I hope you happen to find love.. one who loves you... one who does and has what you need.. this is my goodbye.
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I hope to be your heart if I can't be in your arms on this earth..
Love Katsuki.
*Sent*
Katsuki smiled as he took the pills... he took more than enough to make sure he wasn't gonna stay any longer than needed... he could stand before here.. his head was fuzzy without the pills.. but atleast end result of this doesn't cause a panic attack.
Katsuki wanted to die peacefully.. but all he could think about was questioning if he was the problem....
When he heard a ding go off he smiled.. he went off knowing he made someone happy.
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