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Luke's pov~~~~

*Trigger warning* rape

Hold up, what the fuck am I saying, it's been like what 2 days since I met this dude and I'm telling him I love him? We are definitely getting way too caught up in this mate stuff.

"I-I'm sorry, I take that back....."

Damian looked at me, hurt and confusion in his eyes.

"Is it because I'm an Alpha?"

His voice almost shaking, he released his grip from me as I began pulling back so I could get a better view of his face. I shook my head as I debated on how I should word my response.

" Everything is just going so fast...........I'm scared...I'm not saying you will....but what if you turn out to be like that Alpha? He first comforted me too and before I knew it he was beating me and making me do.......things no one should be forced to do...."

I shuttered at the memory....

~~~~~~flashback~~~~~~~~

"Be a good boy and take it all in"

Alpha said as he forced his cock down my throat and peed into my mouth. I struggled as much as I could but his grip didn't loosen up. He then finally pulled out, I tried to spit out the gross warm liquid but he put a hand over my mouth and nose,

"Swallow"

He said calmly, my eyes went wide but did as instructed. Tears ran freely down my face as I gripped onto his pants.

"Good boy, now get up on all fours, it's time for the main event."

I clenched my jaw, knowing that if I said anything then he would make sure to make it last longer.

" I even got a surprise for you Luke"

He said as he shoved a finger inside of me, I gasped at the sudden sensation.

"My Betas mate is currently pregnant and he isn't finding her too appealing anymore so he will be joining us "

"Please no, I'll do anything but not this.....I can't"

I screamed but the Alpha did nothing but finger me as he greeted the beta as he walked in. As much as I wanted to get up and run away, I know doing so could get me killed so I stayed put crying out, begging them not to rape me.

"I think your just about ready"

The Alpha said as he roughly thrusted inside of me, I bit into my arm, trying to hold in my screams. I could feel the skin breaking but I didn't care.

"I think you can fit in now"

Alpha said to his Beta as he pulled my hole, stretching it even more.

"Let me get under him first"

The Alpha nodded and he then wrapped his arms around my waist and lifted me up, I felt him go deeper inside of me, I hated it. The beta quickly shuffled underneath us, getting himself positioned to penetrate me too. The Alpha then slowly lowered me down on him. I could feel my hole stretch around the Beta as well, they then both began thrusting, their rhythms somehow matching so It was like I was constantly being pounded, the second one of them was pulling back to pound me again, the other would come in and pound. It hurt, it hurt so badly I would've given anything for it to stop. But I also hated the fact that my body was reacting from this, the beta began rubbing my member trying to get me to cum.

"I'm close"

The beta commented, sweat dripping down the side of his face.

"Just cum inside"

The Alpha quickly said, I then heard his moan as I felt him release inside of me. No matter how much I tried, I couldn't prevent the undeniable reaction my member had, begging me to allow it to cum. The beta then soon released in me as well, I could feel the warmth of their cum spreading in my stomach. This sadly made me cum. I fell onto the Betas chest out of pure exhaustion, I felt myself cry harder. I hated the fact that they were filling me instead of my mate, the area of my body that was supposed to belong to my mate was being violated by two others. I hated the fact that to them I was just a mere sex doll and not even a living being in their eyes anymore. I then felt the Alpha lift me up once again,

"Don't think one round would satisfy anyone"

The Alpha said with an evil smirk on his face knowing I couldn't do anything about it.

~~~~back to the present~~~~~~~~

"Luke are you ok?"

Damian asked as he wiped away a tear I didn't even know I had cried. I didn't answer him, I just leaned my head back on his chest, the memories making me wanna cry all over again but unlike the other times, I have my mate comforting me. He placed a hand on the back of my head, smoothing down my hair while he placed another hand on my back, pulling me in close to him. I gripped his shirt as I cried into his shoulder, the tears being uncontrollable.

After a few minutes of tears and a few minutes of just pure silence, both of us not knowing what to say. I need to tell him, it's wrong that I lied to him. No matter how much I wish they didn't, the events still happened.

"I need to tell you something Damian....."

I didn't dare move an inch from Damian's chest, afraid that if I moved I wouldn't be able to come back to that comforting spot.

"I'm all ears princess."

Damian replied, worry lancing his tone.

"I lied to you......I'm not a virgin. Before I came to this pack....at my old pack that I grew up at.....I was raped for years...."

Damian stayed silent, I gathered the courage to glance up at him to maybe have a clue on what he was thinking. He looked shocked. After a few more seconds of silence he finally spoke,

"I am so sorry, but Luke I promise I will never treat you how that pack did."

I looked up at him, his face filled with with concern. He really cares about me huh? I knew he had cared about me but him caring about me so much he doesn't care or call me dirty bc I've slept with others meant a lot. Tears once again streamed from my eyes

"Thank you"

I somehow managed out between tears and gasps. I gripped his shirt tighter wanting to be closer the physically possible.

Authors note~

Guess who's back? 😂

Btw sorry If I made you cry when reading this, I was definitely crying while writing it.

If you like my story so far don't forget to check out my new story 1912