(Namjoon in this story)

"why I have such a strong headache? "I groaned.

I'm laying on my bed but i can't sleep because of this stupid headache.

I don't drink so there is no chance I will have a hangover.

I slowly Began to sit up from the laying position. But it hurts more now.

I started to rub my eyes with the back of my hand got up from the bed to go towards the bathroom only to hit the wall.

Did my bathroom grow its leg and it changed its place? Where is my bathroom?

I furiously rubbed my eyes to clear my vision.

I looked up to scan my room but

It's not my room .where the hell am i.

It's all black and white .All black wall, white bed,other wooden furniture.

(One side of jungkook's bedroom. Imagine there is no window in the photo )

did I just time travelled and landed in 1950's , why everything is black and white. Last time I checked my room color was pastel blue.

I got back to the bed and started to think what the hell happened yesterday.

"I went to school, getting detention, getting kissed by Mark on my neck, getting snapped at him for that, went to the paring lot towards my car and then......... What happened?

Ohh,, yes, yes, I remember, then someone hit the back of my head so I blanked out. So, that's why I have a headache."

"But who hit me? "

I couldn't remember for a moment but when memory from yesterday hit me, my eyes widened, it was Mr. Nude.

Shit! I knew it he was creepy. But why would he hit me?........... HE KIDNAPPED ME!!!!

I went to the door, tried to open it but obviously it was locked, damn it.

I looked for any window, any escape but there were none.

Why would he kidnap me? Obviously it's money, you idiot. But, my parents are not home. Would they even care?

"Someone help me please, open the door. Get me out, please. Help me"I started yelling at the top of my lung while banging on the door.

Is everyone deaf here, why no one coming?

I started feeling scared, what was happening.

Suddenly, I heard a crack sound of someone opening the door by unlocking it. It scared me even more.

What if I pissed him off by yelling so much, what if he does something to me, I don't even know if it's only him or them.

I ran to the bed and hid myself in the blanket as if it would save me from getting a bullet but it still helped me making me less scared.

Taehyung didn't wake up at all yesterday, I was scared, what if I hit him hard that seriously affected him.

But namjoon hyung confirmed that nothing was damaged, he gave my mate some medicine that's why. I felt relieved.

I didn't sleep all night. I just watched him sleeping. He is so cute while sleeping. I just hope, he won't hate me or scared of me when he wakes up. But possibility of its equal to 0.

In the moring around nine I heard my mate banging on the door and yelling to help him when I was making breakfast for us.

I unlocked the door and then took the tray from the coffee table that was placed out of the room ,beside the door.

I found my mate hiding himself in the blanket as if it will help him.

He looked adorable.

I just hope I can make him believe that I won't hurt him, ever.

"Here, I brought breakfast for you, you must be hungry right? Eat these" I placed the tray of toast, egg, orange juice in the night stand, he flinched away.

I heard his stomach growled. I smiled softly. He must be hungry.

"Why I am here, what do you want from me, I don't need your food, I JUST WANNA GO HOME"he started yelling again, shaking his head slightly.

"Please, calm down. I won't hurt you. First eat something and then we will talk" I tried to go near him. But he got up from the bed with the blanket hugging it for dear life.

"Why would I eat those, who knows if you mixed poison with those food"he said more like whispered. He was scared and I didn't like that.

"Why would I do that?"

"Because you did kidnap me"he replied back. But he did have a point.

So, I took a toast, bit it and took a sip from orange juice

"See,if i mixed poison I would have shown any sign of affect. Now, will you please eat? "

"You want me to eat your left over? You may have so many germs in your mouth"

He is really a sassy one.

"I don't need your food. Now tell me why you kidnapped me?"

I opened my mouth to say something but he cut me off

"If you need ransom, sorry my parents are not home so if you want money you can let me go, I can give you money."

"I don't need your money"

"Then what the hell do you want"he snapped at me.

I again tried to go near him but he took some steps back ,his eyes were showing how scared he was, but he didn't let the scared expression be shown in his face. So, I stopped.

"I just , I-I can't tell you now, you won't understand"I tried to reason with him but I know he is very stubborn.

"Then make me understand like you make understand math, wait!! Are you even a math teacher ?"

"Please, just give me a chance, I will make it up to you"

"Here, I give you a chance now make it up to me"he argued back.

Damn why I can't win this argument with him! Maybe because I never need to argue

"I,..... me and you have a special connection_

"Yeah, we are both human"

"You won't understand now, just please eat now. We will talk later, yeah?"

"Hell, no. I want answers"

"I TOLD YOU THAT NOW YOU WON'T UNDERSTAND, WHY CAN'T YOU GET THAT SMALL THING IN YOUR HEAD"I snapped at him.

I realized what I did when I saw his eyes becoming watery, he was crying.

"Taehyung, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to yell at you. Just believe me, I won't ever hurt you, please"

"yeah?but you alredy did that "his voice cracked in middle of the sentence.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean that. It will never happen. Please eat your food or else you will be sick."

I took the tray and placed it on the bed, his body trembled, I took a few steps away from him sothat he can get on the bed and eat.

I saw my mate's trembling body got on the bed, eating his food, fear in his eyes.

He was quite.

He was scared.

I didn't like that but I couldn't comfort him, tell him how much I want him because I suck at expressing my feelings.

I hope I will change soon.