《Queen of mean》Chapter 6: My inner confrontation
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Marinette's POV
- inside subconsion -
"Mari it's time to wake up" I hear a voice says.
"Where am I"I ask.
"We're inside your brain"the voice says.
"How"she asks.
"Easy, Hawkmoth is no longer in control"the voice says.
"Who are you"I ask still confused"and if Hawkmoth is not in control then who is?"
"I my dear am something that you've been fighting for a long time, you've bottling up your emotions. They made me grow little by little, I'm your inner demons and I am in control"she says stepping out of her hiding place.
My inner demon is wearing black leather pants with a blood red tucked in button up t-shirt and black heels.
"No" I scream trying to get to only to have something pull me back. Chains, she put chains on me.
"Now now Mari I'm not the enemy here, I'm here to help you. I'll get rid of your problems. I'll defeat Hawkmoth and get revenge on the way they've treated you"
"No"I say holding my throbbing head "stop trying to get inside my head, revenge is not the answer"I say
"You've always been too strong headed for your own good"she says"let me try another approach"
"Wha-what you gonna do" I ask.
"Tell the truth"she says with an evil smirk.
"They aren't worth saving you remember what they said to you 'your a piece of shit that won't go far in life she starts' "
'your useless'
'can't believe we were ever friends with you'
'you a sl*t that has to sleep with a guy so he can like you'
'your just a fat baker's girl'
'sl*t'
'b*tch'
'srupid'
'fat'
'no one loves you and no one will ever love you'
The voices continue to ring in my head.
"No please stop"I say starting to have a mental breakdown. Then the worst one comes. The one that pushed me over the edge. The one said by someone I thought I loved, I thought will be there for me when I needed him.
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'your weak, you wouldn't be that powerful of an akuma'
The voice kept ringing in my head, it was to much to bare I broke down.
"Nobody loves me" I screamed "nobody cares"I continue"I'm weak I can't do anything just do what you want"I finally scream.
"Good I finally broke you"she says snapping her fingers and making the chains disappear. "You won't be putting up much of a fight, but I have back up just in case"
By now I am huddled into a ball. Having a panic attach.
"Don't worry you have VIP tickets to the show"she says.
- outside world -
Chat Noir's POV
"You've done it you've domed the world" the queen of mean says.
"What do you mean" I ask.
"She's broken down and is having a panic attach because of your words" she says "she's the only one that can fight me and actually stand a chance of winning but thanks to your words all her strength is drained out"she smiles evily.
"We will defeat you"I say.
"No kitty you won't" she says "now for a little remodeling before I start my revenge" she says flying off.
I stare at her retreating figure. I decide it's best to head home. I go threw my window and detransform.
"You've messed up kid" Plag says.
"I know I know"I say.
"And you said you loved this girl" he continues to reprimand me.
"Yeah but I'll fix this"
"Can I borrow your ring"he says.
"Sure" I say taking it out and handing it to him.
"Goodbye kid it's been great working with you"he says starting to fly away.
"What do you mean"I ask.
"It's over kid you messed up"he says "now I have to find the one second on command"
He leaves. He left because I messed up. I'm not fit to be Chat Noir. I never was. I say quietly sobbing.
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- with MPS -
Chloe's POV
They finally decided to arrive.
"Took you long enough" I say.
"Tt it's not easy to gather these many people" Damian says.
"Ok what's going on" Alix asks.
"Oh this is our back up"I say.
"By back up you mean-" Max asks.
"The people closet to Marinette"I say.
"Wow" Nathaniel says.
"So cool"Nino says.
"Ok bat fam loose the suits" I say.
"Babe do you think that's such a good idea" Tim asks.
"Babe!!" Kim shout.i just role my eyes.
"Yes unless you want your identities revealed to the world"I say.
"I don't think they'll be revealed"Tikki pipes in.
"What do you mean"I ask.
"Because the battle will happen away from all living beings" she says.
"If you say so"I say.
"So what's going on with my sister" Jason yells.
"Sister!"the miraculous team yells.
"All will be explained later" I say making them all shut up. I turn on the TV showing Nadia Chamack.
After her little speech Bruce finally speaks.
"So your telling me that we're dealing with ultimate power"he asks earning a nod from me.
"Ahhhhhh"Tikki screams.
"Tikki what's wrong"I ask.
"Mari she's weak and being internally hurt. Ow my head. She's having a panic attach. Owwww. No Mari don't believe her we love you. Owwww. I can't reach her" she says before blacking out.
"Tikki!" I shout catching her before she met the ground.
"Mmmmm" she groans " I'm fine just weak that's all. Her inner demon has taken over cutting all connections I have with her"
Just then they is a knock on the window.
"Plag" I say letting the kwami in.
"What are you doing here"I ask"where's your holder"
"He was not fit to hold a miraculous so I took it away before he did anyone damage"
3rd person POV
After watching the news
- with Tom and Sabin-
"Oh my baby" Sabin says.
"Relax honey she's a smart girl I'm sure she's got a backup plan"Tom says comforting his wife.
"Your right"Sabin replies wipping away the tears.
- with Alya -
"This is all a lie. It can't be true. Marinette is not ladybug. She's a lier even when akumatized. Ladybug and Chat Noir will defeat her no sweat"
- with Gabriel -
"This can't be true, all this time I've been fighting my own son. Putting him in danger thinking that this is what is good for us"
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