yes i know, i been gone, shut up, i know.

but first off i wanted to come back for those who may or may not have gotten the news that Jarad, aka, JuiceWrld, has passed away less than a week after his birthday.

it's sad enough that i have one dead character in this book but now i have two so it makes me even sadder because i'm fans of both of those people.

am i gonna just kill him off in the book? no. just like X, i'm going to keep him alive bc he's still alive in many of our eyes, including mine.

rest in peace, jarebear.

and it's also Nicki Minaj's birthday, she's also one of my favorite rappers. Juice and Nicki toured together earlier this year and i know that they were good friends. it's sad that she has lost one of her friends on her birthday. and many other people have lost Juice. people like Ski, who already had to suffer through X's death, Scheme, Jarad's girlfriend, Herb, Trippie, and more.

it sucks.