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I should just find a job as a psychic. Because I know this nigga like Jahseh, now that I have confirmation from Miles. I really just do be predicting shit.

But anyway, I know Stokeley is gonna hate me for stealing his nigga but sorry not sorry. You better admit you like him or I swear to god I'm gonna propose to him in front of you.

I don't know why Stokeley is being a bitch, but I convinced him to come hang out with Kim and I. I asked everyone else if they wanted to join but they all coincidentally had something to do. So it was just Stoke, Kim and I. But it's okay, I'll just hang out with everyone some other time. Now that Kim's settled in I don't have to rain check anymore.

I was washing like a thousand bowls because Kim wanted to eat multiple bowls of cereal. Who eats MULTIPLE bowls of cereal, a sane person would use the same one.

Not to mention he pours milk in BEFORE putting in the cereal. Psychic? No he's psycho. Who in the right mind pours milk in before? You're a serial killer.

Get it. Serial. Cereal.

As I'm lost in my thoughts I hear a knock at the door. It must be Stokeley.

"It's open!" I yell still focusing on the remaining dishes I had.

"Hey Jahseh." I hear Stokeley say. I turn and look at him and give him a smile. I can't help but notice this nigga looks good as fuck tonight. With a red durag to match his outfit. Damn this dude fine as shit. This is what y'all heteros are blessed with?

"Hey Stokeley.." I finish the one dish I had and put away, turning to examine his whole outfit.

"Why you looking at me like that?" He asks chuckling.

"Because. You look good as fuck." I said walking over to dry my hands. I can see that he's a little thrown off by my comment. I smirk, "Thank you, Jahseh." I say jokingly.

"Oh um.. yeah. Thank you." He says stuttering. I roll my eyes and chuckle.

"You're so awkward, it's adorable." I say patting his head and walking over to the couch and sitting down.

Did he just call me adorable? And awkward? I'm not awkward.

"Where's Kim?" I ask. "He said he was showering a while ago, he should be down anytime now." As he says that I hear footsteps tumbling downstairs,

"Oh it's Stokeley! What's up man." Kim says cheerfully coming downstairs and dapping me up before going over to Jahseh and giving him a quick kiss on the forehead.

What the fuck?

He sits down near him and grabs the remote, "So, y'all wanna watch a movie or something?" Kim asks.

Jahseh looks over at me, "What are you down to do Stoke?" He asks me.

I shrugged, "A movie is fine I guess."

He goes on Netflix and starts looking through movies, "Why is your name young dagger dick?" Kim asks looking over a Jahseh, laughing.

"Because that's my handle." He responds making us laugh.

After a while we settle on the conjuring and Jahseh leaves to get snacks and popcorn for us, leaving Kim and I alone.

"So um..you do that often?" I ask giving a small chuckle.

"Do what often?"

"Nigga. Kiss him on the forehead." I said.

"Oh. Yeah of course I do." He responds looking at me. "I can be a touchy person." He continues.

"Let me guess, y'all cuddle too?" I said jokingly.

"Yeah. Pretty often." Kim responds casually.

That response made my blood boil and swear if Jahseh wasn't here, I might of choked Kim.

"Oh." I said, awkwardly, "You guys have seemed to have gotten closer." I said.

He nods, "Yeah, it's pretty cool. Jahseh is super funny, outgoing, bold, energetic guy. I'm happy I get to spend all this time with him, and live with him not to mention." He goes on.

"Right.." I muttered. Jahseh came back with a bowl of popcorn and some sour patch kids packs.

"I couldn't find any other snacks but these ones, if you don't mind." He says setting them on the table and coming around it to sit between Kim and I, more towards Kim.

"No that's fine." I said. "Okay good. You good, Stoke? You need me to get anymore things?" He asks me. I shake my head no and he gives me a soft smile before turning off the lights and starting the movie.

About 30 minutes into the movie, I look over and see Kim and Jahseh all snuggled up near each other, with Jahseh resting his legs on Kim's thighs and his head leaning Kim's shoulders.

I rolled my eyes but it was dark so they didn't see me.

We're halfway done with the movie and I about almost finished 2 sour patch kids packets, and I'm not even paying attention to the movie. I keep catching myself taking small glances at Kim and Jah every once in a while, and it's really bothering me how physically close they are.

I didn't think Kim REALLY meant it when he said that I should 'get Jah before he does' and I thought Kim was straight. I guess Miles is right, Jah DOES have that affect on people.

"Stop Kim, watch the movie.." I hear Jah say giggling beside me.

I hear whispering and more giggling before it's enough to make me get up,

"I think I'm gonna go, guys." I say trying to maneuver my way through the dark without bumping into anything. The movie pauses and I see Jahseh get up to turn the lights on,

"There's still a long time left in the movie, Stokeley." Jahseh says,

"I know." I said with a little bit of attitude.

"Yeah, so why are you leaving?" Kim asks.

"Because I can." I said opening the door,

"Stokeley whats been wrong with you lately? Why don't you ever want to be around me anymore?" Jahseh asks, sounding a bit hurt.

"Just..." I started, "tonight isn't the night, Jah. I'll see you another time. Night guys." I said before leaving and slightly slamming the door behind me.

I don't know what exactly to do now. I just can't bring myself to yell Jahseh I like him, and Kim being there making it even harder, by the way he touches on Jahseh, and cuddles with him and all that other shit, makes me angry at him for even thinking that he could do that to what's mine.

Well, he's not mine..I can't get mad at nobody but myself. I should just take Miles's advice and just tell him, I need to be like Jahseh. Because if Jahseh was in my shoes right now, he would've told me he liked me a very long time ago. Probably the first time we reunited.

That's one of the things I adore about Jahseh, he's not afraid to say whatever is on his mind, regardless if it's hurtful or not. It's sad that I don't have the balls to tell him.

I open my phone and know that I'm going to absolutely regret this later, I dial the number and wait as it rings in my ear.

"What do you want?"

"Are you busy?" I ask.

"Since when am I ever busy, Stokeley."

"Listen, Valerie....Can I come over?"

She chuckles on the other end,

"Let yourself in when you're here." She says simply.

"Okay, thanks." I said before she hangs up.

I sigh deeply before making my way over to my car.

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