Fact : Shin is an imaginary friend of Julian due to the medicines he take which causes severe side effect to him|her.

The medicines Julian take will be revealed.

This is not fantasy. Its just more on mentality of a person.

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"Why fuss about it?" Shin asked me while lying in her back in my bed. Chelsea just got home since she had important things to do. I sat down near her head.

"How?" I poked her cheeks and I can feel her cold, yet smooth skin. She gave me a look.

"What?" She asked. I looked at her weirdly.

"How can I touch you when you're just an imagination?" She held her hands high like a kid.

"Its because of the medicines you take which causes severe hallucinations and imaginations which is truly... unintentionally true."

"So it means I am the one who can see you?"

She looked at me and gave me a toothy grin.

"Yup!"

Few seconds or minutes of silence went by and she sighed.

"Are you these boring? Like you dont speak." She whined.

"I don't feel like talking to you in which in other's eye will make me look like crazy." She stomped her foot on my bed like a kid.

"Nah! We're alone! Duhh?" She stopped and sighed.

"So what?" She looked at me.

"I am not just your imagination, Julian." She sighed. Her serious tone surprised me. "I am a mirror of ones body. I am someone..." She trailed off and dissapeared.

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The next morning is the samr as yesterday's. Happy meal, and happy chat.

I do my normal routine and went to school by school bus. Avoiding the guilt that filled my heart when I see Chloe's face.

I am still confused to my feelings.

I am nust new to this..

First time to be in like this..

To be confused much.

"Serious much?" Dann Schmitt, my friend, ultrasupra annoying friend of mine.

"Nah. I have to much things to think." I sighed.

"Sigh? You reallyy have a problem dude. Why dont you just share it selfish Juls?" He nudge my shoulder by his elbow.

I felt my phone vibrate. I reached for it to saw who was been calling me.

It was Chloe..

45 missed calls... 16 messages...

I opened one of them from the start.

To: Julian 6: 45 a.m.

Morning babe :-* eat well love you!

Pang of guilty for not answering this. I opened another one.

To : Julian 6: 48 a.m.

Julian? Are you there? Please answer me.... asap i really missed you...

To: Julian 6:49 a.m.

Hey?

I skipped some messages and found one that has really caught my eye.

She was asking if I had been cheating on her and meet her back at the class garden in which this is a very secluded.

Shit.

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"Leave it there." My husband said to me while I was putting the tray of his food to his coffee table.

"No. I will not leave--" he cutted me off.

"I said leave!" I hurriedly went down to prevent the dish throwing by my husband.

I sobbed quietly.

Sometimes I think if I should follow my husband for making Julian drink some pills for returning her back into woman.

The main side effects were hallucinations...

I wish you could forgive me, my child...

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