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"You haven't change a bit, did you?" I looked up to see the most least person I really wanted to see.

Dad.

"What? Are you deaf or mute? Aren't you going to speak?" Beads of sweat forming through my forehead. I knew he didn't even changed.

"Hi Da--" he cut me off.

"Don't call me Dad you bastard!" I held no emotions because I'm already immune to it. The kitchen door swung open to reveal mom frantically carryinga tray of food and medicines.

"Here, eat it up. And your medicines-- Oh hey Julian! You're food is ready." I watched mom with her happy face despite of Dad's behavior. I shook my head for pity.

"Thanks mom but I'm not hungry." But before I could walk to the stairs, dad I mean, Roger (Roger Mitchell, Julian's and Jillian's real name of their father) asked mom.

"Where is my daughter, Jillian?"

"She's in the school. She'll come home later."

I haven't accepted by Roger.

I will never be his daughter.

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Hermaphrodite,

According to Merriam Webster, an animal or a plant having both male and female reproductive organs. It was used in late 14 century by Greek people.

But, according to Greek Myths, There was a son by two God's, Hermaphroditus, son of Hermes and Aphrodite who becomes joined in one body with a nymph while bathing.

Indeed,

I was in that situation.

I daze in the stars. Watching them twinkle like diamonds. Making pattern by my fingers. I was in the rooftop of my room and only me can access through this sight. Somehow, I feel like something missing.

I haven't talked to Chelsea since last night. I tried to contact her but no response. I tried to go to their house but I was lost. And foe the hundred of times, I called her again.

'Please answer the phone' I thought while gazing the stars.

Call ended.

I really need to talk to her but he just keep ignoring me. I am going to meet her at school bus. Tomorrow.

I heard my phone was ringing and it was Dann.

"What do you want?" I asked him dryly.

I can hear the loud sound of video games in the phone.

"Dude! Can you tell me how to win this Mario Kart?"

I shooked my head.

"Like I played that. Sorry."

I heard him grunt.

"Aww shit I lose! Damn it! Bye"

Call ended.

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I politely decline the offer of Chloe to go with her to school since her friends has a car. I just kissed her and waved goodbye.

I stopped the bus and the driver greeted me.

"Long time no see Julian!" I smiled widely.

"You too, Mr. Chuck" I find my way to my seat to see Chelsea was alone. I sat near her.

"Hey." She looked at me. Her eyes were full of sadness. I felt my heart beats that I have never felt with Chloe. I think its just I didn't see her much.

"Hey." Her tone is flat. I furrow my brows. She looked down.

"Are you avoiding me? You just ignore my calls and stuff? Did I do something wrong?" I asked her. Her wet eyes met mine. I stared at her Hazel eyes.

"Just stay away from me." Her voice cracked. My heart was broken to pieces. I shake her shoulders. Hoping to find answers.

"Why?"

"Just stay away from me, Julian. I am just a pest to your popularity. You don't need me anymore. You have a lots of friends there and--"

I cut her off. But she just stand up and hurriedly passed the people gaining a lot of curses behind her back.

"Excuse me." I said to all of people. But some girls stopped me.

"Uhmm, can I go out? I really need to if you let me." I said when the brunette girl with large front(chest) seductively touched my chest.

"Hi, I am Donna Summer. The leader of Blue Hawks Cheerleading squad. And these are my team and friends, Gale and Haley." The two waved and giggled. I just smiled to them.

"Well nice to meet you Donna but I really have to go." I started to removed her hands but stopped when he leaned in my ears. He purred.

"Meet me in the locker in two in the afternoon in Girls Locker and I'll help you with that girl." She said while I stare at her dumbfounded. I gain my composure and ran to the school. I run almost every part of school and saying hi to all of the person who greeted me this morning. I started to lose hope and accept the offer of Donna later but I bumped accidentally to a small girl.

"Oh my? I'm so sorry." I helped her get up. Her brown her covering her face. Her small triangle figure doesn't really suit her because of her height. She was a lilttle bit chubby but pretty. I studied her face.

Her nose were so straight but gently curved making her looked a little bit Indian. Her black eyes and very deep, eyes with large eyebags like it almost looked like a bruise. Her lips similirazing Angelina Jolie. Long, straight hair and she was good at wearing lazy clothes.

"Well I'm sorry too. I just didn't watching my way." Her large voice that sounds like a teenage boys interested me.

"Thats okay. I'm Julian."

"I'm Shin!" She beamed. She offered her hand and I shook it. She was energetic and always smiles.

She looked to her clock and anxiety rose to her face.

"OMG! OMG! I'm late! Oh my! Got to go Juls! Bye!"

She waved back and ran frantically. I just shook my head. She was awesome.

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