We arrived at the daycare centre, it looked like a nursery and all I could see was adults taking their babies and toddlers out of the car,I know this day is gonna be a rubbish one

K-right lets get you in and don't forget your only going till two so don't get your self kicked out do you understand

M-yes I do

K-right then

Steve unstrapped me and carried me inside,I don't get why tho I am capable of doing it myself.one of the careers came up to me called Susan

Susan-ah you must be Millie I'll be talking care of you today

M-why I thought it was one person taking care of about twenty people

Susan-maybe in high school but not in daycare and with kids like you who have breathing problems and anger problems we have to have just one person with one baby/toddler to make sure they are ok and getting the attention they need

M-well I don't need any attention

S-Millie stop it with the attitude

M-fine but I don't want to be here

S-well you have to be so stop being to upset about it

Kirsty and Steve left me at 11:00am so I still had three hours here it's gonna be the worst three hours of my life.Susan tuke me in a room where they were about six toddlers running around outside on the little playground they had but I wasn't allowed outside I was past a piece a paper and a pen and told to draw a picture of my family. So I wrote dad at the top and but a question mark in bubble writing, then I put mum next to it and left it plank because I couldn't remember what she looked like, sometimes I dream that one day my mum will come to her senses and get me back that will never happen

Susan-how come you put a question mark underneath the word dad and left the part what says mum plank

M-because idk who my dad is and my mum I can't remember what she looks like

Susan-you l just saw them half an hour ago

M-they aren't my real parents I'm a foster kid

Susan-oh I'm sorry I didn't know that

M-it's ok

Susan-well then can you draw me a picture of what pops into your mind

M-sure

I draw a hospital bed with me on it and the doctors saying breath just breathe whiles touching my lungs, I know it's weird

It was dinner time for everyone but Susan didn't know I had an eating disorder so she have me food on a plate which made me feel sick

Susan-come on Millie eat up and after that I'll check if you need changing then you can go for your nap and after that it will be home time

M-I can't eat it, it makes me want to be sick

Susan-why is everything ok

M-yes everything is fine it's just I don't eat

Susan-I'll make you a bottle up is that ok

M-it's ok I'll last until I get home I have special food

Susan-ok

I got away with not eating I was so happy but then she told me I had to go to the changing room I was scared, Susan followed me in and shut the door then she lifted me on the changing table and changed my pull up which I was a bit confused I didn't even use it

M-why are you changing me into new nappy I didn't wet the other one

Susan-yes you did it was about to leak

M-I can't remember wetting it

Susan-dont harm your brain by trying to think if you wet your pull up or not.well all done now let's settle you down for a nap

We walked into this room were they were teen cots.i didn't want to sleep in it so I decided to walk out the room and out of the daycare place.i was about to leave the grounds of the place but then remember that I have a nappy on and you can see it so I headed back in and Susan was stood right at the door

Susan-sit on that chair there while I call your mum to come pick you up

M-please don't I'll get in lots of trouble

Susan- well you should of thought about that before you decided to leave the daycare

I was so nervous waiting for Kirsty I knew I was in trouble because I recklessly ruined their plans and have been sent home to

Yet again I get a call to tell me to come pick Millie up when is that girl ever gonna learn ? We arrived at the daycare centre half an hour later and Millie was sat on a chair near Susan

Susan-hi I have tried working with her but she had none of it, I gave her something to eat and she didn't eat any of it and when I went to go change her wet soggy nappy she was trying to say she wasn't wet and then when it was nap time she decided to walk out of the building ,I'm sorry but I don't want her coming back here again

K-ok,thank u for calling me, Millie go get in the car

M-ok but I just want to say I'm sorry

K-I don't want to hear it

I opened the car door and sat in my car seat then Kirsty strapped me in then drove home