My alarm went off at 6:00am to get the kids up for school,I just hope millie behaves at school.i got James, Shannon up first coz they have high school and take longer to get ready and Steve went to get Bella up

Kirsty came into my room and woke my up at 6:05an in the bloody morning it was so early

K-wake up kido it's time to get ready for your first day at high school

M- really do I have to go you can just home school me

K-no come lets get you into your school clothes and out of that nappy

I take my cover off and to see that my nappy was big and wet I felt like punching someone I haven't wet my bed for four months now. I jumped out of my bed and put my cannula over my ears and put the nose cannula in my nose.

K-are you ok darling

M-does it look like I'm ok ?!! I am stud in a pair of baby pjs and in a wet soggy nappy like a four yr old and now I'm starting school

K- it's ok you can get a shower you have time and I can get you out of that nappy and into ur school clothes

M- what ever

So I Kirsty tuke me to the baby room and got me out of my nappy and pjs and I got a shower and went back to my room we're my school uniform was and i looked at the clock we're it said it was 6:45 so I Dryed my self and put my shirt on and skirt on, then my knee high socks, I had to put on my tie but I didn't know how to do it so I left and put on my school jumper and blazer and made my way to the dinning room we're everyone was eating breakfast

K-ahh that's were you are I was just about to call u down then come let's get in the high chair and attach your tube to the pump

M- do we have to can't I not skip it or sit in a proper seat

S-no now stop trying to avoid eating so I have come over there and put you in ur high chair again or can u be a big girl and do it your self

M- no u don't and say big girl again and u will now about it

I went over to the high chair and climbed in it and Kirsty strapped me and attached my tube to the pump, it was boring sitting here I don't get why they can't just leave me alone

Millie was being a handful but she's not gonna get away with it and I just realised that she had a doctors appointment about she's eating and they are trying to get her to eat.

S- did you call the doctors to check Millie's appointment is tomorrow coz I can do it if you are to busy

M- wait you don't have to do that if it's gonna get in the way I can last without going

K-oh no i forgot thxs for reminding me I'll ring them now

M-yh thxs Steve how nice of you

I was so peed off I can't believe he's just reminded her that,I hate going to the doctors about my eating problem, all they do is try make me eat and I don't want to, it should be my decision not there's. It was 7:30 and everyone was done and was just getting there bags and shoes on. When Steve tuke me out of my chair and told me to go get my shoes on and get my tie so he can put it on me, so I did and it was 8:30 when we got into the mini bus to go to school and it was lame