Is it darkness, or is it light

that's surrounding me?

Are there colours?

No, it's just a chaos.

Chaos of emotions.

What do I feel?

Is it fear, happiness,

or sadness maybe?

An urge to kill,

or to protect?

I don't know.

My head's a mess.

Who made me like this?

Who's at fault here

for messing up my mind?

Was it me? A God? A Demon?

Or was it society perhaps?

So many questions, and yet the one

to answer them is long gone.

That's right. You left.

Or was it possibly me

that left you behind?

Is this the punishment

for my actions?

For all of eternity,

keep asking questions

without an answer.