I know that Mila knows how I feel about Willow. That's why she sent me to her room with the pecan rolls.

I watch Willow sit Indian style in her bed eating her pecan roll. I can't help but watch her. This girl is driving me crazy. She's all I think about.

"So did you guys bring a lot of trees back?" She asked.

"Yeah around sixty I guess. We have those waves like the store does for you guys. We had a family come yesterday to buy thirteen trees. One for each room of his house." I laugh.

"Wow, that's a lot of decorating." She giggles.

"I hate to say because I'm the tree guy but I don't even bother with a tree," I said.

"Are you serious? You don't decorate Jace?" She said.

"I don't have time. I mean I work with trees all day." I sigh.

"No excuse. This year we are getting you a tree. I know a guy who has trees." She giggles.

"Fine whatever you want but you have to decorate it," I said.

"Deal." She said holding her hand out for me to shake it.

I shake her hand and yawn. "I guess I should go home I'm tired," I said.

"I have an idea. You know my mom knew I was asleep and she sent you in here to play matchmaker. Why don't you sleep in here tonight? She will be out of her mind in the morning." She laughed.

"You want me to sleep in this bed with you? Ben will kill me." I said.

"Ben can kiss my ass. He's probably not even here." She said getting up and locking the door.

Holy fuck those are shorty pajamas and my body can't take looking at that. How can I lay next to her?

"This isn't a good idea Willow. I could be killed." I said.

"Fine, I'll text dad and explain so he can be in on the joke in the morning." She said grabbing her phone.

"Alright, then but I still think this is a bad idea." I said.

"It will be fine. Take your clothes off and get comfy Jace."

Fuck I always wanted her to say that but not like this. I take my hat off and untie my boots and take them off along with my jeans. I leave my boxers on along with my shirt and slip off my socks.

"Can I use your bathroom?" I asked.

"Sure Jace use whatever you want. There are extra toothbrushes in the drawer as well." She said.

I head into the bathroom and splash some water on my face and brush my teeth.

When I walk out of the bathroom in my boxers she gets a good look at me. "So umm I told dad and told him to tell Ben so you don't get killed." She laughed.

"Good idea because he will Willow and I'd like to keep my balls." I laugh.

"Don't worry Jace I won't touch you or sleep on you and scare you away." She laughs.

"That wouldn't scare me, Willow. If you want to lay on me I'm ok with that." I said laying down.

She reaches over and cuts off the light. "Remember our first kiss in that closet Jace?" She asks looking over and I see her face in the light of the tv.

"It's something I'll never forget Willow. We were young but we figured it out." I said.

"Like your tongue getting caught on my braces?" She giggled.

"Yeah, that hurt." I laughed.

"We had some good times growing up Jace and I'm sorry I lost touch. It's just when I left I didn't feel like anyone cared." She said.

"What? Willow you know we all cared. We were sad when you left." I said.

"I can't wait until I see mom's face in the morning she's going to die." She giggles.

"Yeah, or she's going to be happy thinking we hooked up and then be disappointed." I said.

"Then we would have to make out and have babies and get married to not disappoint mom." She laughed.

"Wait what?" I laughed shocked.

"I was joking Jace. No one wants to have babies with me." She laughs it off.

"Willow you are the prettiest woman I know. Any man would love to have babies with you." I said.

I turned on my side to look at her and she turned on her side to look at me and you could only see a glow in the room from the tv light.

She was staring at my lips and when I licked them she looked harder then I realized the mistake we were making by playing this joke when it seemed we both wished we were fifteen again.

"Jace, do you ever wish you were fifteen again?"

"So I could kiss you again sure." I said.

"We don't have to be fifteen to kiss Jace."

"Is that an invitation Willow?"

She bit her bottom lip and stares at me for a brief second before she nodded yes and her lips were on mine.

The kiss was over fast and we both didn't say another word just fell asleep side by side not touching. How awkward could we get? That wasn't even supposed to happen.

What have I done? Maybe tomorrow everyone will be fine.

The next morning I wake up and look over and Willow is staring at the ceiling. "Morning Willow," I said.

"Morning Jace." She said still looking at the ceiling.

"I'm sorry about last night Jace."

"Why are you sorry Willow? I'm not." I said.