《Never understand》Ch 10
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It's like I was born cursed Virion began.
No one will ever understand my pain I'm so tired of life and everything about it, I just want it all to go away."
"Don't say that Grandpa! We all want you here don't ever leave us." Tess gave him a hug.
I couldn't help but feel a little sad..... I wish someone would tell me that.
"I'm sure you can push through it Gramps"
I tried to say with a smile but it became a little difficult.
"What would you know..... you haven't experienced the pain I have. You've barely scratched the surface of real pain, Arthur" his tone was harsh and I flinched. "I hope nobody saw that"
"How would you know what I have and haven't experienced?" I was angry and taken aback.
"...... because your just a kid! Barely aware of the real world!!" Alduin try to calm him down but he continued to yell at me as if I did something wrong.
"YOU KNOW NOTHING........ nothing your just a brat who happens to be good at magic."
Those words cut me deep. And worse of all this was his truth.... what he thought about me."
Tears were threatening to run down my face and my wrist screamed to be cut, but all I could do is stand there in shock in his truth.
Virion snapped out of his drunken state. "Oh god, I'm sorry Arthur I didn't mean it-
I left the room before he could finish and as soon as I was out of site I ran.
I ran out of the home and sprinted into the woods until I was out of breath and fell to my knees and started sobbing. I pulled out my knife and began to cut deeper then I ever had while trying my best not to pass out.
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"Grey?......" I saw someone come out of behind a tree. "Cecilia..... is that you again?"
"Yes it's me" I couldn't help but smile and crawl up to her with the strength I had left and placed myself at her feet.
"I can't do this anymore! I want to be there with you! Nico blames me for everything and he hates me along with everyone else here."
I choke back my sobs.
"I'm sorry Grey but I can't do anything for you so maybe you should just dig a hole and die" the voice turned demonic. It's all your fault! "ITS ALL YOUR FAULT! ITS ALL YOUR FAULT! EVERYTHING IS YOUR FAULT!" I covered my ears and shook my head viciously to drown out the voice.
It went silent, I was scared to look up, only to find the trees and myself.
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