Sam Pov

I am looking down at Andy holding her hand in my lap. How did this happen? 2 officers shot? Was it something about 15. I am tapping my legs hard against the floor of the ambulance. I didn't even realize until Andy hit her hand against my leg. What the hell is wrong with you sam. I should be focusing on Andy. "Andy, Andy I am going to tell you a story."

"A story, omg from the one and only Sam Swarek?"

"Yes I am going to tell you a story but, you just have to listen. I look down at her as she licks her lips. she looks up to me, and I realize I will not survive if I lose this woman. "You were lying in bed having this terrible nightmare. I don't know what it was about but you were shaking and crying. I was barely awake but I remember scooping you up in my arms and just rocking you back and forth. I knew at that moment I could never love anyone more than I loved you.

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Andy Pov

I look up at Sam, and he is just holding my hand. That story warms my heart. I remember that night, I was laughing so hard, and I remember drifting to sleep. I woke up terrified and you were just holding me. I felt so loved and I knew I was going to spend the rest on my life with him. "Sam I love you. " saying those three words were exhausting and I have no air in my lungs but I keep going. "I need you in my life, and I am not ready to give up anything in this life, not you, the job, my friends. Sam I am going to pull through."

I look up to see his eyes glassy. "No way. The Sam Swarek is crying?!" I cup my hand around his cheek.

" Sam I need you to promise me" I take a deep breath in and push everything out. " You have to go back to work. As soon as I am in the hospital, go get this son of a bitch. Please you will be very anxious waiting for me, and I need you to go do your job." I take my hand off Sam's cheek and lay it down next to me. I am out of energy and everything hurts. I close my eyes and drift. I can hear Sam say something but It was just mumbles to me. I feel so relaxed.

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Sam POv

Andy takes her hand off my face, and it feels cold. she starts to close her eyes and I can see her drifting. "I love you, McNally." It takes a lot to admit that I love her. I do but I just do not know how to express it. She showed me that I can. There is a hard stop and I jerk. I look at Andy and she twitches a little. the EMT pushes me back. "I need you to sit back officer. " The doors swing open and they grab the end of the bed. I follow them in as they run with Andy. I try to keep up the best I can but Dov grabs me.

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Dov Pov

I am waiting for news about Chloe. I hear people yelling stats and I turn around to see Andy rolled in on a stretcher. She's ghost white. She was riding with Chloe, but Chloe got here ages ago. I see Sam running behind them, they roll her into the ER and I grab Sam. "You can't go in until they let you. ""I have to get back to the station. Is there anyone here to give me a ride?"

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SAm POV

I look at Dov waiting for an answer. "I can't just sit here. I need to work. It's what andy wanted." "Franks here, he is leaving soon, you can hitch a ride with him." "Thanks, Dov." I see Frank at the receptionist's desk and walk over. "I need a ride back to the station."

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When we get back to the Station I see Traci and run over.

"What are you doing here? Is Andy okay? Sam? Sam?" Traci runs her hand in front of his face.

"She's okay. McNally's in surgery. I am here because I am going to catch this SOB, its what she wants. Wheres Oliver?"

"He is missing Sam. While you were at the hospital, we got a positive ID of Kevin Ford, he was at Oliver's place and Celery ID'd him as the guy. He is very mad about the Diaz case."

"Wait so Ollie is missing?!"

"we pinged his cruiser and found the box ripped out of it, we have been trying to ping his phone. but sam there's more. We found a list of names, You, McNally, Chloe, Nick, you guys are all on in it. You and Nick are the only 2 he hasn't attacked."