❝ veritas ❞

i remember myself coughing

and crying almost as i excused myself to the bathroom.

letting my tears fall and scatter in the bathroom sink,

covering my mouth,

hoping no one would hear me bursting my emotions out.

bokuto,

you've destroyed my emotions

and i hated it so much.

i hated myself for falling to a guy like you.

i assumed a lot

even though you gave me a warning.

a lot of tears shed

because of you.

hell, i was never like that before, was i?

have i ever dispersed my emotions and feelings,

just because of that?

and to blame you for this?

god, this is the most idiotic thing i have ever done.

i know myself that i shouldn't blame you

it was never your fault

never was

it was my fault for falling in love to a person

who only saw me as his bestfriend

and i am sorry, bokuto

for loving you,

like as if no one ever in the world does.

♡