ruby was asleep. i mean it is 2 am, but i guess my sleep schedule is just fucked up. i've tried to go back to sleep but i just can't. so i stayed up.

when i get up i see rue spinning on my chair beside my desk. i laughed causing her to be a little scared. i don't think she knew i was awake.

"morning" she says, continuing to spin in the chair. "good morning i reply" it wasn't really morning. it was 2pm but honestly it doesn't matter.

I walked into my kitchen to make me and rue pancakes. when i was done with that we ate them and went back up stairs to get ready for the day. i just put on some sweat pants with a black top and some Jordan's. rue was wearing a white crop top with a flannel and some shorts. we ended up staying in my room for hours doing whatever the fuck we could find to entertain ourselves. when it was 7pm we ate dinner then we're on the way to the corner store. it wasn't really far at all from my house. "ruby" she said

"yea?"i replied

"do u like ash?" when she said this i stoped peddling and ended up falling off my bike by accident.

"what!?" i said

"like just the way y'all act around each other. y'all are all flirty but still make rude jokes to each other"

"no rue, i don't like him. he's annoying, and i don't flirt with him. i mean i talk to everybody like that. well not some people, like you" i said

"what makes u ask though??"

"oh nothing i was just getting the vibe that you liked him or some shit like that" we both laughed while continuing to ride our bikes to the store. we were really just going there to get more drugs and to hang out with them.

"hey rue, hey ruby" fez say still talking slow like usual. "hey" we replied at the same time.

"where's ash?" rue said

"he's probably in the back counting money or something" he replied

we walk into the store going into the little freezer hide out. well i guess you can call it that. "wtf do y'all want" ash said

"you ask this every time acting like you don't know what we want" i say. rue just laughed. she was already high. i ended up paying because rue was just out of it. we went and walked out side to talk to fez some more.

"what times the party?" i said sitting down in a chair next to rue.

"i'm pretty sure it's at 9:30 or 10" rue says

"yea it's at 10" fez said, i was just asking fez but i guess rue wanted to answer.

"okay, we'll later we gotta get ready or something rue"

"yea we are" she said quietly while slightly moving her head in circles. i just shook my head while putting it on my hand. sometimes i swear she acts like a fucking toddler. we kept talking intim it was like 9 and me and rue left. we went back to my house to get ready for the party. she just was wearing the same outfit she wore just changed the pants into jeans. i was wearing the same shirt but i put on tan cargo pants.

we don't our makeup. it wasn't really much. i just put on some mascara, lipgloss, highlighter. and a little bit of eyeliner.

when we were getting ready i couldn't stop laughing.she just kept on making such funny "jokes". i knew she was being serious when she was talking shit about Nate Jacob's, but it's just funny the way she says it.

Rue and ruby got into fez's car later on. it was already 9:55 but honestly it dosent matter if their late or not. it's gonna last all night anyways.

we were driving in circles because ashs fucking gps was broken or some shit. "wtf do you break a gps" i saw as were still rising around the block, just trying to find the house that's blasting music.

"i don't even know" rue said while giggling. she was doing lines of coke onto a not book. i just rolled my eyes at her.

"shut the fuck up ruby" ash says obviously getting annoyed at us.

"someone's got anger issues" i mumbled to rue but just loud enough for him to hear.

"no i just don't feel like dealing with ur stupid fucking comments" he still sounds annoyed. honestly he's just aggravating.

"whatever" i saw laying on rues shoulder while closing my eyes.

we finally got there and we got out. i was already high. when we got out we heard yelling from the kitchen. of course it was Nate making a big fucking deal out of everything. i mean that's all he does. me, rue, and ash walk in there and a girls pointing a knife at him. fez didn't come over there because he had business to do.

"i'm sorry, i'm sorry!!! i didn't mean it damn" he said

"i Jules by the way and i just moved here" she walked away and there was a bug cut on her wrist now. you can tell that rue wanted to talk to her. it was like love at first sight. so rue walked over there and offers to help her clean the cut.

i got to Jules and introduce my self and offer to help her clean her cut. we ended up going to her house. i feel bad for leaving ruby there but i really do like this girl. when we got there we were sitting in her bed while i was cleaning her arm. my phone started getting notifications. i already know it's ruby asking where the hell im at.

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i put my phone down not worrying about rue anymore. i was sitting around a fire with ash, roy, troy, and some other girl named luna. they all are in my grade so i know when they are, but i don't usually hang out with them that much so i was just on my phone texting rue.

"did u find out where rue went?" ash said. i looked up and said "yea she went to that Jules girls house to help her clean her cut. she's probably gonna spend the night with her" i said laughing. and and ash both knew that she wasn't gonna just spend the night and something more is definitely going to happen between them. i went to go get more drink and ash followed behind me. i wasn't surprised. he acts like a lost puppy just tryna find his owner. he walks up behind me and puts on hand on my waist and the other on the counter. he leaves forward and whispers into my ear, "don't you think that's enough??" i tired around smirking and looking him in the eyes. "no" i said slowly but not too slow to the point where he can't understand what i'm saying. i put the cup down behind me with out looking back and i put my arms around his shoulders. you can see a little smile on his face. he leaned in and started to kiss me. obviously this was a stupid idea. i mean we hate each other and he's just fucking annoying. but i would be lying if i said i didn't want to kiss him. he lifted my up and put me on the counter nocking some thing's over. he started to trail down and kiss my neck. i stoped him and said "ash wtf are we doing. like honestly"

"i don't even know ruby"

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