I had finished rewriting the first 4 chapters and was at around 1000~ words into the 12th/11th chapter which was supposed to be a new one (I don't remember which number was the last old chapter) but I decided to discontinue this story

I was actually thinking about it while rewriting the old chapters. I don't want to bore anyone with long speeches, so I'm just gonna write a small paragraph and then leave you with the reasons behind this choice. (*・～・*)

[ Skip to 🌼 for the reasons ]

⭐This was... A journey? A 4 years long one. As my first serious story I never thought it would do good, but it surprisingly reached 140k reads? Thank you, to everyone who has read it! And most importantly thank you if you didn't stick a pair of scissors in your eyes after reading the disastrous mess that this fanfic actually is... ✌️😔✌️ This story was a mess, I was a mess while writing it... mess. And that Tsukishima pic with him in a maid dress that I used in one of the chapters? Also a mess. I found out 4 months ago that it comes from an hentai and that it was supposed to have condoms somewhere sooo- mess. M e s s . I don't know what else to say but: to whoever has read this far, once again, thank you! I started this as a stupid 14 years old soon-to-be 2nd year highschooler and ended it as an even more stupid 18 years old soon-to-be university student, so this really was one hell of a journey and I kinda grew up together with this fanfic. I mean I didn't really grow up because I still have a small brain but you get the point ✌️😔✌️ also if you liked this story you deserve all the love in the world you probably have the patience of a saint

or low standards

probably both idk

🌼 Here I'm gonna throw the reasons why I'm discontinuing this:

1- I started this story in my almost second year of high school. My English was bad (to say the least) at the time. Very bad. The more I read the story while rewriting the more errors I found and that just made me feel really embarrassed for publishing this... :')

2- I lost interest in it. I have other Haikyuu reader inserts that, although I'm slow at updating, I'm way more invested in. I have other stories up about other stuff (Pokémon/bnha/Yandere Simulator/etc) and am planning to start new ones (about south park, obey me and A3!), and they all are stories that I'm really invested in. I can't try and keep writing about a story I'm no longer passionate about. I'm really sorry about that!

3- I'm bad at updating fast. I know what I want to write because I have the main plot points planned out, but I'm slow at writing them and sometimes get stuck because I can't write something the way I'd like to do it. Because of that I barely updated this story, and I understand that people would want updates but I know I wouldn't be able to keep up with the pace I should actually update at (this only applies to this specific book). I'm an incredibly anxious person that gets way too stressed over the smallest of things, and thinking about this story kinda fueled my anxiety and stress at time (´-﹏-'；) I'd rather discontinue it and free myself from the stress than keep it up and continue rewriting it. I also used this story as a way to escape the hell that was high school for me, and now that those five years of hell have finally come to an end I don't want a reminder of them. Ending this story kinda means the end or all that stuff for me too lol

4- The "Haikyuu saturation" on my profile. As already known I have another Haikyuu story with a male reader that I'd rather concentrate myself on. I'm way more attached to that one than this one, and I'd rather concentrate on that one and my female reader Haikyuu story instead of having 3 reader inserts about one single anime/manga/media/ihavenocluehelp. Way too much haikyuu sjsnsksj-

5- I don't write as much as before. I was more of a writer than anything at the time (I updated a lot of story at the start of this on, how I love remembering all my cringey creepypasta, TMNT, Haikyuu and aot reader inserts of the time sksnks-). Now I'm more invested in drawing than anything else. I'm not saying writing's not something I like anymore, I still like it a lot! But I turned into an artist that reads more than she writes, and am no longer the "must write 24/7 and maybe read perhaps yeah why not" that I was when I was that young,,, I'll still write, but slowly.

6- I want to write something I'm proud of. This story was a mess, really. I kinda changed my view on writing with the time and am now more critical of the way I write. It's still far from perfect, but I feel like I've improved a ton compared to when I used to write this. Reason why: I want to keep writing something I can actually read on my own if I want. When rewriting this I felt embarrassed all the time because of how bad I thought the chapters where lmao

SO THIS IS IT

I LOVE U ALL

I WISH U THE BEST

THIS STORY ENDED SHORTLY AFTER HAIKYUU CAME TO AN END

Still can't accept the fact that it ended fml

"February 20, 2012 – July 20, 2020"

Thishurtsalotwth

Also seriously

The first chapter is one I never edited and

2 0 1 6

A a a a a a I'm feeling old

Ok seriously tho

Bye now guys (*˘︶˘*).｡*♡