Alpha Jordans pov

TWO FREAKEN hours later and there is still no change, no progress, no answer.

I was sitting besides my mate, holding her hand, fearing that if I let go for a second, that she will slip away from me. Never to return to me.

And i wouldn't be able to do anything.

I've never felt so helpless, not even when I was in combat in the navy.

The deaths of my brothers and sister wouldn't compare with the pain I'd feel if I lost this women.

With this admission, I finally accepted how I felt for this petite creature.

I love her...

Hearing my wolf was something I could have gone without at the moment. I didn't need another "part" of me making me feel more stupid then I'm already feeling, for not recognising my own feelings before now.

I guess it's true that, you never know what you have, until you loss it...

But even my wolf held doubt in his statement. And as much as I wanted to believe him, I was filled with doubt and remorse.

Because if something did happen to my little mate, she would die hating me, for all the things I put her through.

My wolf let out a whimper at this.

I guess he must have realised, that I'm right.

I fell asleep on the chair, my hand remaining firmly in my mates, even the doctors regular checks didn't phase me.

And around 2 o'clock in the morning, I woke up to the most heavenly sound. The sound of my mates voice calling out to me.

I looked up, and sure enough Sandy was sitting up, with a confused expression on her face.

I immediately got up from my place on the couch reaching for the jug of water. That had been conveniently placed besides the small hospital bed. I poured her a glass, placed a straw to her lips and let her drink as much as she wanted.

She pulled back once she was stated, and looked at my face puzzled.

I brushed a few loose strands behind her ear, keeping them away from her face. I saw let a small sigh of content, she resembled a little kitten at that moment.

"How are you feeling? " I questioned.

"Good" she answered. Her voice was a bit hoarse.

"Do you need anything?"

"No... J - Jordan, where am I?"

I sighed explaining what had happened, I of course left out the part about me scaring half the doctors to death.

My wolf commented.

After i had explained, I heard her let out sigh. Saying at least, nothing major happened.

And from her lack of reaction, to such a major incident, I could tell that she new why this happened.

But whether she would tell us was another question.

And as much as I wanted to interrogate her, on this matter, I knew that now wasn't the time of place. She looked worn and exhausted, I had already caused her enough pain, the fact that she wasn't shying away from me, was a miracle.

But I swore as I watched the doctor on call give my mate a check up, that I would do everything in my power to make this women happy and safe.

Hey guys sorry I've been so busy, I still am with due dates and tests (feeling like pulling my hair out) but I thought you guys deserved a new chapter. After all I have over a thousand readers, I'm so stoked. Sorry that it's short though....

I'm sure if it wasn't for you, I would have already given up.

I'd love for some feedback.

Tell me what you think, about Alpha J, Sandy's mysteries condition and their relationship .

Love yall

Mandy***