I thought everything would be perfect....It was perfect with him....he made me happy....but when he found out I was pregnant.....he changed....he wasn't the Erwin I knew and loved....everyday during the pregnancy we would fight alot about the baby.....it wore me out....i did my best to to keep the baby healthy....on the day of the labor....he was there but after giving birth to twins! He grew even more distant.....I didn't know what to do....he was rarely ever home he would always say "long day at work"....but I knew he was lying....my only regret was not noticing it sooner....so I decided to confront him....I sent my boys to Nanaba's house....I went to Erwins work to find out his friends told me he left already.....they knew where he went and sent me the location....I followed to hotel.....I walked to the room number and heard moaning on the other side.....bitch.... BITCH THAT ASS.....I bust the door open. Erwin and and his girl where having sex and I interrupted....I yelled at Erwin telling him it was over and cussing him out.....I left not turning back....he had to leave....I needed him out of my life....and here I am now living with my best friend looking over my three year old boys.....

"Armin! Eren! Lunch is ready!" I yelled signaling them down.

"Coming mommy!" They both said with glee.

Armin ran down first he looked alot like Erwin blonde hair and blue eyes....he was such a sweet boy and I loved him....

Then I saw Eren come down after him, Eren looked more like me brown hair with emerald eyes he had a rambunctious personality and he was very protective....I love him just as much as Armin.

Nanaba made us sandwiches, I was so glad I had Nanaba....she moved to a part time job just to stay with me while her husband Mike works full time.....they were both my best friends....I was glad I had them.

"Thank you Mrs Nanaba!" Armin said eating his sandwich.

"Yeah thank you!" Eren said with food in his mouth because he was already gobbling it down.

They finished their sandwiches and ran back upstairs.

"Race you back Armin!"

"Hey wait up Eren!"

They raced eachother back up the stairs.

I sighed "Nanaba do you ever plan on having kids?"

"Hm, yeah one day I do why?"

"Hm just wondering because you've done so much for me and if you have. A child I don't want to overstess you with these kids ..."

"Oh hanji I don't mind your my best friend I just want the best for you"

I smiled "thanks Nanaba"

She came over and gave me a quick hug "Im heading to the store bye"

She left as I heard the thumping of something upstairs......it had to been Eren and Armin.

I walk upstairs to see them wrestling over a toy.

"Hey! What are y'all doing?"

"Mommy! Eren won't share his toy!"

Armin yelled starting to pout.

I looked at Eren who was holding his toy close "Eren share your toys with Armin"

"But mommy...."

"No buts it's nice to share with others now please share with your brother"

Eren grumbled then tossed the toy to armin who happily caught it. I walked over to Eren and picked him off the ground.

"Why are you so grumpy? Huh?" I said kissing his cheeks.

"I'm not grumpy...." He said quietly.

"Ya you are!" Armin yelled.

"No I'm not!"

"Ok ok, calm down Eren it's not nice to yell at your brother and Armin don't antagonize your brother" I said to both of them.

They nodded then Eren became sad....I saw tears forming in his eyes "hey what's wrong Eren?..." I asked turning his head tworads me.

"Mommy will you ever abandon us....." He said crying....

Then I turned to Armin who was tearing up...."oh baby no I would never abandon y'all" I said kissing his head as I sat down on one of their beds.

I patted the bed so Armin could sit next to me. He climbed up the bed and hugged my waist. I set Eren on the opposite side of Armin and he too clung onto me.....

"Now why would you guys think that...." I asked stroking their hairs.

"Because you get mad at us sometimes and we think you don't want us anymore...." Eren said crying.

"Y-yeah I love you mommy...." I felt Armin hold me tighter.

"Oh baby's I love y'all with all my heart and I'm never mad at you... y'all are my world I could never let y'all go" I said rubbing their heads.

"Then why did daddy not want us....." Armin asked looking at me....

My heart sank...."your daddy....I don't know why he didn't want y'all....I'm still asking that question today.....I don't know what I did to make him hate y'all.....I don't know why he left us.....but I'm sorry that he did......I'm sorry babys y'all don't have a daddy.....I'm sorry" I said with tears in my eyes.

They looked at me and began crying "mommy it's ok....we love having you as a mommy" Armin.

Then Eren got up wiping away his tears "we don't need daddy.....I'll protect y'all.....we don't need him....we don't....we can be a happy family without a daddy...." He then turns around clenching his fists. "Mommy I'll protect you from daddy....I don't need him...."

"Eren...."

"I'll protect this family mommy I promise!" He said confidently.

I smiled as he rushed towards me and embraced me...I pulled Armin in our hug and I hugged them both tightly. I kissed the top of their heads.

"I'll make sure y'all are happy..... because I love y'all so much" I said crying.

"We love you too mommy"......