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Not forgetting a big OOCness.

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"Talking"

'thought'

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"Noooo!!!!!"

"Tetsu-kun! Tetsu-kun! Wake up. It's just a dream. Tetsu-kun..!" Momoi tries to wake the trashing Kuroko.

"Arghhhh!!" Those blue sky eyes shut open suddenly companies by horror look in it. There also tears flows down, wetting the pale cheek.

"Kuroko.. Look at me, its okay now. Take a deep breath. Everything is fine." Ogiwara tries to comforting Kuroko but Kuroko still having the panic attack. He keeps on trashing. The others try to help them but still didn't manage to calm Kuroko down.

"Midorima, call the doctor now!" Akashi order and Midorima follow the order instantaneously.

"Hey Tetsu. Calm yourself." Aomine who is also panic with situation in front of him, can't even think what word should he use. He is currently holding Kuroko's both hand so that Kuroko didn't injured himself.

"Kurokochii..." Kise is wailing too, feeling sad looking at Kuroko in this state. The shadow that void of emotions before suddenly crying like there is no tomorrow, worrying him.

"Kurochin. I will give you vanilla milkshake later but you need to calm down first!" Murasakibara is treating with food, hoping that Kuroko will take the word but still didn't work. He is currently holding both of Kuroko's leg.

Then after few seconds, a doctor and few nurses are entering the room. One of the nurses asks them to leave the room. They follow but they are still peeking inside the room. The nurses hold Kuroko down while the doctor injects him with sedative causes him to fall asleep back.

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"We come for a visit!" Riko yells telling everyone that Seirin and she come for a daily visit as one by one of them entering the hospital room but they stop in the middle when they realize the surrounding feel different, gloomy to be exact. As there no more steps from them, they accidently hear the sobbing sound and the comforting words from peoples who surround the bed.

"What happen here?" Kagami curiosity is causing him to ask that question instantaneously. One by one the occupants who being there for hours now turn their head, each of them wearing a worry look. Something is bothering them for sure.

The Kiseki no Sedai give some way so that they could see what exactly is happening right now. What they could see after that is also worrying them. Kuroko is the one sobbing and currently the one who give the comforting words to Kuroko are Ogiwara and Momoi.

"O-Ogiwara-kun, I.. I want to see our parents. I- I missed them. Please help me find them." Kuroko begs for his parents.

Ogiwara gulp. Then, he tries to search for suitable words so that Kuroko don't hurt much more. "...Kuroko-kun...I am sorry..I can't help you. They are not here anymore."

"Where are they? They are here few moments ago. Where have they been? Are they still angry with me because I accidently exploding my room?" Kuroko is desperately asking for their parents. He does saw them before but only in his dream. A happy dream that his mind made so that, he didn't have to suffer more because of the lost of his parents.

"......" Ogiwara didn't answer. He let his head looking on the ground, clutching both of his hand.

"Tetsu-kun.. You need to calm down." Momoi holding Kuroko's hand tightly, she too didn't have any brave to tell Kuroko about what he saw is just his imaginary image only. The truth is Kuroko's parents are no longer in this world. Kuroko slaps Momoi's hand and turns toward Ogiwara fully.

Kuroko sobs become louder. "Ogiwara-kun, please answer me. Where are our parents?!" Kuroko a bit yells, frustrated of the silent that Ogiwara gives him.

Ogiwara rise up both of his hand and cup on Kuroko's cheek. Then with a sad look he says the truth to Kuroko.

"Kuroko-kun, I need you to listen to me carefully and accept the reality. Our parents already died in the explosion. They are not here anymore. They die in order to save you. What you see before is not a reality; it's only your imagination. I am sorry.. I am..sorry" Ogiwara tears fall as he look how broken those blue eyes when he said the words.

"....ha..ha..ha, there is no way they die. Th- they are next to me before.. I can't believe you. You lied to me, right.. right Ogiwara-kun?" Kuroko voice is trembling; he tries to deny everything that Ogiwara tell him.

Then, Kuroko become silent suddenly. He looks at both of his hand which trembling hardly.

"I kill them didn't I? I-I have murder them.." Kuroko says still with the trembling voice and trembling body.

"no Tetsu-kun. You didn't. It was an accident. You don't even have any intention to kill them. Please Tetsu-kun, don't blame yourself.." Momoi hugs Kuroko tightly, hoping that it can help to comfort him. She can't help not to shed tears as she hears Kuroko's broken words.

"...haha..ha...hahahahahaha!" Kuroko laugh suddenly but it is a pain one.

'Tetsu/Kuroko/Kuro-chin/Tetsu-kun/Kuroko-kun/Kurokochii?' Everyone thought as they look at Kuroko with unbelief look, noticing something is wrong with the laugh.

"I should die." Their eyes are widening. "I should die from the start. I am not worth alive." Kuroko talks to himself.

"Yeah, I should die" Kuroko is making a move to get up from the bed but Momoi's hug, sustain him.

"No Tetsu-kun! Where are you going?!" Momoi cries becoming harder now.

"Let me go! I want to die. Let go of me!!" Kuroko push Momoi hard causing Momoi to fall to the ground. Taking this opportunity, he gets up from the bed but suddenly one by one hand sustains him.

It is his friends' hand.

"You're not going anywhere, Tetsu!" Aomine yells.

"This is not the sweet Kuro-chin" Murasakibara complains.

"Are you crazy, Kuroko?!" Midorima angrily says.

"no Kurokochii.. no! Don't kill yourself." Kise is wailing.

"Where has your mind go? You are not someone who gives up" Hyuga says.

"Let me go!!!" Kuroko screams as he tries his hardest to get out from his friends' grasp but because his body is too weak to make a movement, he fall back to the bed. His friends still didn't let he go.

"Baka! Are you out of your mind? Why do you want to kill yourself?" Kagami screams at Kuroko.

"I am not worth living, I am a bed omen. I just am making everyone suffering more." Kuroko screams back. What he is saying causing a loud thud in his friends' heart. It pains them hearing those bad words coming from someone who always giving them hope to continue walking forward.

"Kuroko, stop this nonsense. You are worth living, you are not a bad omen and you're not making us suffer but you give us the meaning of life. You save me few times already. Why, why do you think a negative thing?" This time Akashi is the one who says that words.

"Stop! Stop saying anything to me! I don't want to hear anything!!" Kuroko screams as he close both of his ears using both of his hands.

"We have no choice. I will call a doctor now." Riko, who is stunning before wake from her trance and think for another way to help Kuroko. She runs out to call for help.

The doctor once again gives sedative to make Kuroko calm and sleep. As Kuroko sleep, they do a meeting and talk about what they should do after this. For sure, from now on they need to watch over Kuroko with more precaution.

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"Tetsu-kun.. What are thinking about?" Momoi peeks at the right side of Kuroko who is currently staring outside the window with unreadable expression. Kuroko have been in depression since the day Ogiwara came and tell them about Kuroko's past. He didn't really react when people try to make a joke and sometimes they caught him crying alone. He also doesn't talk much these days.

Kuroko turns and give a sad smile.

"Just thinking why my parents must die. I should be the one who died in that explosion. I am the cause of it. I am such useless son. They died because of me and I am still sitting here, alive and keep on troubling everyone around me. Maybe I should just die." Kuroko answers cause Momoi to frown.

"Why are you saying things like that again?! I don't like it one bit." Momoi says as she could not control her emotion when she hear Kuroko says that he want to die.

"But it was a truth. I can't forgive myself for what I have done in the past. I am a bad omen for everyone. I think you realize it too right? From the start, nothing is easy for me. Everything is against me! I should die from the start or should I say this? I should not exist on this world from the start." Kuroko snap.

"No.. It's not true. Tetsu-kun.. It's not true.." Momoi starts to cry. Kuroko silent for a while, bite his lips as he sees the tears on Momoi's face.

"..Look. Now I am making you cry. I am useless." Kuroko keeps on blaming himself. He clutches both of his eyes in pain look although his heart is the one hurt.

Suddenly, he feels someone hugging him. He opens both his eyes to register what happen, only to found out that Momoi hugging him tightly. He could feel that his clothes already wet from Momoi's tears that directly hit his body.

"That thing that happened is not your fault at all. It was fate that written they will die in the explosion. You can't keep on blaming yourself, Tetsu-kun. I...I can feel that neither your Otou-san nor Oka-san blaming you. You need to live for them. The life that they give you is something you need to appreciate it."Momoi softly says between her sobs. Kuroko is silent, hearing every word that comes out from the pinkish hair girl.

"I cry because of your words, Tetsu-kun. I want you to live on, not thinking about the past. I want you to become yourself back. I'm lonely with you acting like this. I miss your laugh. Please, smile back." Momoi smile reassuring as she says the last words.

"I am sorry... I am sorry." Kuroko broke down in front of Momoi on the spot. He cries his guilty out after 8 years passed. He just can't hold it anymore. Before, he keeps on blaming himself so that he can continue to live on his own lies. He can't find logic in what he is doing; everything seems blurry, just doing so that he can continue live. He continues to walk forward is because of Ogiwara, because of his friends. Without them, he just an empty person who lost everything he loves in his life.

"It's okay Tetsu-kun.. As long you are okay, all of us are okay. We will continue on leading you and helping you into a right path. We will. Remember that we always there for you although your parents are not here anymore. We will be your family; we will be the one who will accompany you everywhere you go. We will take care of you. Trust us and stop thinking about dying. You will live." Momoi says with full determination burn inside her. She need to make Kuroko stop thinking negative thing.

"Thank you, Momoi-san" Kuroko smile, this time is the honest and warm one.

After few minute passed;

"Momoi-san, do you mind if I ask you for a date?" Kuroko asks suddenly.

"W-Wwwwhat??" Momoi is blushing hardly. Kuroko is her crush, no wonder she is overexcited when he says something like that.

"I am asking you for a date." Kuroko repeat for the second times.

Momoi's heart jump out.

"I accept it gladly!" Momoi screams as she holds Kuroko's hand tightly with full happiness in her face.

"Really? I'm happy." Kuroko is smiling.

"W-when...?" Momoi asks as she play with his fingers, blush a bit.

"Now." Kuroko state

"Ehh?" Momoi can't believe what she is hearing.

"You're not hear wrong Momoi-san. I do say now." Kuroko laugh a bit looking at cute expression of the pinkish hair girl.

"But you're still being admitted here." Momoi says, asking for explanation.

"We will run away secretly." Kuroko get up from the bed. He changes his clothes inside the bathroom for a while and come back to Momoi. He is currently wearing a casual shirt, a blue one with black slack, wearing a hat to avoid people recognize him as one of the hospital's patient.

Momoi jaws open widely. 'Tetsu-kun was so handsome!'Her mind screams.

Although it just a simple wearing but she didn't see Kuroko wearing casual for a month because the fact that he being admitted in Hospital. He needs to wear the Hospital's clothes every day.

Kuroko smile at her and offer her his right hand. "Let's go, Satsuki"

'Ba-dump!..Ba-dump!' Momoi could hear her heart thumping fast and loudly as she hears Kuroko is calling her by first name.

"Satsuki?" Kuroko asks weirdly as he sees how frozen she is.

"Ah.. o-okay, Tetsu-kun" Momoi take Kuroko's hand and grip it tightly, not forgetting her flush face.

They walk out from the room. Together.