Chapter 13

Rahmik Ford

It'd been almost a week since Nia and I altercation and I knew she was really fucked up. Small talking here and there and to mention she ain't even made a move for sex.

And on a real note that shit was bothering me.

"Rahmik is you listening to me boy?" I heard my mama talk snapping me out my thoughts.

"Nah what's that?"

"What did you do to that girl?" She asked standing with her hand on her hip.

I didn't mind Nia working with my moms at all but I hated how she was knowing things that was our business.

"Nothin'." I said shaking my head, I wasn't tryna stress over no dumb shit.

"That's hard to believe considering knowing a person who's always cheerful and happy to just be full on bland." She said with an attitude.

"What's goin' on with you two?" She asked.

"I'm handling it..." was all I said.

"You obviously not. Did you know that I caught her in the bathroom twice crying her eyes out." She said causing me to tense up.

I sighed contemplating on shit knowing it was only hurting her.

"You better fix whatever it is and fix it now Rahmik. I told you before if you're not going to add to that young girls life let her go." She said as I raised my brow at her.

"Ma, don't even do that right now. People go through shit and this me an Nia goin' through our shit. Ain't nobody business..." I spoke lowly as she shook her head.

I hated that she always wanted a say in what went on with us. Nia was just an emotional ass person. My babygirl was straight and it was for a minute I realized that what I had said really did some shit to her.

It was almost as if we didn't even have and understanding, I worked. I mean she did too now. But I made her keep her own shit and however she wanted to spend it that was cool with me.

SeniaMarie Milano

"So what're gonna do?" I asked Tracey as Erin sat there almost as sad as her.

"I don't know Nia, but what I do know is that I'm not keeping this baby." She cried as I looked at her saddened as well.

"Does he know though?" Erin asked.

"No, I don't think so. I just told him I wasn't feeling good and I got up and left. That's it but y'all I cannot have this baby cause this is not what was suppose to happen..." she trailed off crying again.

"I set an appointment earlier, I gave them your email if you don't mind." She said looking towards me and I shrugged.

"It can't be that serious." Erin said and Tracey looked back to her.

"After doing what I'm about to do you really think that I'd want to receive something like that..." she said as she completely broke down.

I was scared for her honestly. No one was expecting this, but here we were mid September her semester already starting and now this.

"I stand with you on whatever decision you feel that's best for you hun." I said rubbing her back.

"And so do I cause baby, I know you're hurting." Erin said pulling her into a hug.

I heard keys jingling at the door as the knob turned and everyone looked towards the door, a big vase of roses walked through the door with Rah behind them. Closing the door he walked over to the kitchen, rested them on the counter and turned to me.

"I gotta talk to you real quick." He spoke.

"I have company Rah..."

"It's ok, Torres just messaged me anyways." Tracey said wiping her face.

"I'll drop you if you want." Erin offered and she nodded.

"I'll see you later babe be safe." I said getting up hugging her and she nodded.

"Yea."

"And y'all better call me." I pouted.

"We will." Erin said walking out last closing the door behind her.

I sighed seeing Rah standing at the kitchen counter still leaning against it as he watched me intensely.

"What do we need to talk about?" I asked looking over to him.

"Well..." He trailed off.

"These is fuh you." He gestured towards the roses but I wasn't impressed.

"I'm sorry how shit went. I did allat, not considering your feelings. Nothin. That wasn't right of me...." he said licking his lips.

"You can't just do that Rah. You were wrong. I was worried about you. But you were in the club snatched up with Candace like all my mind could do was wonder a-"

"Ain't shit happened with that bitch Nia I-"

"Baby I believe you but we're past that. That's not the point. You can't be expecting things from me and can't uphold your end when I question you. I refuse to continue on letting this relationship be one sided." I said on the verge of tears.

"How can you be so selfish towards what I feel. Only you can question my whereabouts?"

"Cause let's face it Rah me coming in here four or so in the morning then telling you not to question nothing would've been my head with you." I said now crying.

He stood there nodding.

"You right baby, and I'm sorry." He said coming over to where I was standing.

"I really apologize for that." He said pulling me into him and kissing me.

He sat down on the couch and pulled me into his lap and I looked down nervously.

"You still mad?" He asked looking at me for assurance and I nodded.

"I really didn't like that Rah." I mumbled and he nodded.

"I know baby." He kissed my cheek and then my lips.

He threw his arm behind his head and sank deep into the couch and used his other hand to rub my tiny pudge.

"I be stressing Nie." He said looking tired out.

"Let's go to bed then..." I suggested.

"Nah let's chill here for a minute."

"Where Tae at?" He asked licking his lips.

"Watching tv." I said as he shook his head.

"I can't even fuck you in here no more." He chuckled as I nudged him.

"You liked the flowers?" He asked and I looked over at them nodding.

"Yea they're really nice. Where'd you get them?"

"Some connect my mama deal with." He said as he grew more and more drowsy.

"Well I love em'. Thank you." I smiled and he gave a simple head nod.

I watched as sleep began to take over and leaned into him laying on his chest and my mind just drifted.

I knew people weren't perfect, in particular Rah. And I knew he was a trying man as well. It's crazy how his aggression was his only response but then made sense considering who his dad was.

I really hoped it got a bit easier from here and he'd understand me how I try to understand him. Looking up I saw that he was completely passed out.

I squeezed him a bit and closed my eyes as well getting comfortable.

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