《The List》(45)
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Around midnight, I heard something hit my window and realized that Emma was trying to get my attention.
Seeing her after all these years had brought back a lot of memories that I didn't even know I still had.
Wanting to make sure Emma was okay, I got out of bed and opened my window to find her sitting next to her own window.
"Are you okay?" I asked.
"Yeah. I just thought we could talk."
"Okay," I said hesitantly. "What do you want to talk about?"
"Us."
"Us?"
"Yeah."
"What about us?"
"Maybe I should come over there, and we can figure it out," She said without giving me the chance to answer. Before I knew it, she was climbing out of her room and into mine.
"What are you doing?" I asked once she was fully inside.
"This," She said before kissing me. I instantly pulled away from her.
"Wait, Emma, we can't," I said, holding her arms.
"Why?"
"Because of Alani," I said truthfully after hesitating.
"She told me you weren't sleeping together."
"She lied," I said as Emma's face fell.
"She doesn't have to know."
"Emma-"
"I'm serious," She said.
"Emma, the answer is no," I said.
"Because of Alani?" She said.
"Yes."
"Are you in love with her or something?"
"Yes," I said without thinking, and once it was out there, I realized how true it actually was. Suppressed feelings were coming back to the surface and exploding around me as I looked at Emma.
An intake of breath from the hallway pulled my focus away from Emma and landed on a shocked Alani.
I just said I was in love with her, and she heard. The situation was still processing in my head as Emma walked out of my room, rolling her eyes.
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"Enjoy each other," She said, bumping Alani on the way out and leaving us alone.
"Did you mean that?" Alani asked, causing me to think. I had two options here. I could play it safe and tell her that I had only said that because I didn't want to hook up with Emma, or I could take a risk and tell her the truth. Even though the first option was more appealing, my heart ultimately led me to the second option.
"Yes," I said, walking toward her. She didn't say anything for a while as we stared at each other.
"What about not wanting to be in a relationship?"
"I'm ready," I said.
"Are you sure?"
"I've never been more sure of anything," I said as Alani came up and kissed me slowly before pulling away.
"I'm in love with you too," She whispered, causing the corners of my lips to turn up into a smile. It was hard to kiss because we were both smiling so hard, so we eventually gave up and decided to hug instead. After a minute of hugging, we pulled away.
"So, you want to be official?" I asked.
"Yes, do you?"
"Of course," I said before looking into her eyes. "I never thought that I would be ready for a real relationship. I always thought that I would get bored too easily, but after these past few months, I realized I could never, ever, get bored of you."
"Are we really gonna try this?" She asked excitedly.
"We really are," I said, hugging her and knowing that I was never going to let her go.
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