It's weird but I think the cold snow became warm.

I want it to bury me..more..more..more. I want it to devour me wholly until I can't feel a thing anymore, until I can't think anymore...until I become nothing.

Appa...noona...I think I'll follow you now...

"Yah!! Someone's here!"

"What?!"

"I think it's a kid!"

"C'mon lets pick him up!"

"I think he was hiding under the thick snow."

I slightly opened my eyes and caught a glimpse of two men. One carrying me in his strong muscular arms. He looked at me and smiled.

"Don't worry kid, you're safe now."

I rested my head on his chest...he's so warm...so comfortable. I closed my eyes and I felt unexpectedly peaceful.

"It's okay. I'm okay now."

I woke up with those nightmares again, but this time, I'm not sweaty nor panting, instead, I was crying.

I touched the tears on the side of my eye. I closed my fist and put it on my chest.

"It's okay. You're okay now."

I said to myself.

~•~•~••~•~•~

"Yah! Jimin! Move faster!"

"Yes..yes! Coming!"

"Aishhh...What took you so long Jiminie?"

"Uhh...n-nothing Tae! C'mon!"

"W-wait Jimin! Is that a.... A fucking hickey?!"

I looked at Jimin's neck. He's now hiding his obvious hickey with his hand and avoiding my eyes while looking like a very ripe tomato.

"Don't tell me Yoongi and you d-d-d did it?!"

"Yah! That's not it Tae! It's not like that!" He defended.

I was about to ask him again when we heard a honk.

"Oh..they're here! C'mon Tae! Uhmm I'll explain later okay?"

Then we ran going to them.

Yeah..I almost totally forgot we're going to the same university.

They were already inside the car. Jungkook was seating beside Hobi hyung and Yoongi was seating at the back seat.

We went inside Hobi hyung's car. Jimin sat next to Yoongi. They both greeted each other by a pissed look and a sound of "hmmp!" uttering at the same time. I sat next to Jimin and just looked at the view outside.

I really can't stay still. To be honest, Jungkook's scent was all around this enclosed space. I'm really trying my best to calm my wolf but it's really more difficult now because my body kept remembering the pleasure of his touch. Why the hell did he have to touch me in the first place!?

Ahh..but now..I really need to avoid him as much as I could..

"Stop always looking at me."

I remembered his words and his cold tone. I felt a pang. My chest tightened. It hurts.

Did I do something wrong? Do I really stare at him that much? Does he hate me?

Or

Was he disgusted?

Y-yeah...that's right. I am disgusting...

I mean I look like this and I-I'm a guy after all. It's disgusting to have a guy look at you with desires right? Maybe, he found me even more disgusting knowing that I'm a male omega?

I hate to admit it but I also hate my body. I mean I really look weird. I have a dick and a v-vagina. So, I wouldn't be surprised if people would think of me as a freak because I myself thinks that I am one.

Maybe..he thinks of me that way. Then, will he reject me as his mate?

I felt like crying so I bit my lip to stop my tears from falling.

The uncomfortable journey ended. We arrived at school. Without saying anything, Jungkook get out of the car and went ahead.

We also got out and went to our respective classes.

I side glanced while me and Jimin were walking going to our seats and once again, I saw Jungkook surrounded by sluts.

I see...so he's okay with all those girls staring at him but not me.

Again, my chest tightens.

He must really be disgusted by me huh..I clenched my fists trying to surpress the sadness and hurt I was feeling.

"Tae?? Are you okay?" Jimin looked at me with concern written on his face while he brushed my bangs away from my eyes.

"Y-yes Jiminie." I answered, showing him my infamous box smile.

"Taehyungie...you've been acting a little different this past few days. Want to talk about it later?"

I nod and smiled softly. Jimin is my bestfriend. I think it's unfair to keep secrets from him so i'll tell him later and he'll probably be upset if he will come to know that I told Hobi hyung first.

~•~•~••~•~•~

Our music professor was not around so it's our free time. We're at the music room. Some are chit chatting, some left and some practicing with their musical instruments.

"Jiminie, do you know where did they put the other instruments?"

"I think they left it at the theater because there was a musical performance last night and they used it. Why Tae?"

"Uhmmm..I just want to practice saxophone. I kinda miss playing it."

With that, I left Jimin for a while and went to the theater. I could hear someone playing a piano. I slowly opened the door of the theater.

Darkness swallowed the empty seats. A beautiful melody echoed in the quietness of the theater. The piano was in the middle of the stage. With dim lights, I saw him gently pressing his fingers on the piano.

I stood from the entrance not wanting to make any sound. Although I was quite far from him, I could see his soft expression. The sound he make is like the sound of his soul. So gentle, so soothing, so warm.

It comforts my heart.

The sound stopped.

"Hmmmm..Jungkook Oppa~ Why did you stop?"

Somi aka our pack slut came out from the side of the stage. I didn't noticed her until now.

(I really don't know her. I don't hate her okay? I just used her name 😉)

"Neeee....play another song please?"

She said as she walked towards Jungkook while rolling her hair through her fingers.

Close...she's moving too close!!

Wow! So now she's sitting next to Jungkook trying to squeeze her but in that little piano bench! She's wrapping her hands around his biceps now and trying to let him feel her little boobs. Those were probably just her bra pads anyway.

...but....Jungkook was just sitting there doing nothing! He still looks emotionless and cold but what matters is he's letting her stay too close to him!

My chest...it hurts. This sharp pain again.

Wait, what do I even expect him to do?

Shit! This is seriously getting to my nerves! I'm fucking hurt and confused and angry at the same time! Ahh! Whatever!

I cleared my throat and both of them looked at me.

I walked fast going to the backstage ignoring them both.

I entered the backstage and released a sigh then I started looking for the saxophone. There were a lot of things stored in here. They didn't even properly arranged everything.

I looked at the pile of boxes and saw the saxophones and flutes at the top. I tried reaching for it.

"Yah"

I startled at the sudden voice from behind and slightly bumped into the boxes. I turned around to see who it was.

"Hahh..J-Jungkook. Sorry for disturbing both of you. I was just about to get something."

I said while looking down since he told me not to set my eyes on him.

"It's no-" he was cut off.

The next thing I knew is that I was on the floor....

......underneath him.